𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄 | 𝘯𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘹 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢

𝘵𝘦𝘯

spoiler warning, i've seen a lot of meanings for what's in this chapter but i chose the one that made to most sense to me!
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time - 4:03 am
chishiyas pov
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i started to wake up. but honestly, i hate waking up. it means you have to go through another day of deathly games to earn cards that don't even go to you, entitled people think their above you just because they are pretty, handsome, i could go on, and mostly you have to deal with hatters bullshit meetings

i laid in bed for a little bit longer staring at the ceiling just thinking, then i decided i wanted to write. specifically a poem, i don't know why i just felt like it. i looked around my room for a notebook and i finally found one after some searching.

it was about the size of my hand with thin pages that are easy to rip. i grabbed a pen and i wanted to go to the rooftop to write it, i decided it would be good to clear my head and it's still dark yet you can see some tiny light outside, it's my favourite time of day.

i took the blue pen and the note book and then i got dressed into some different clothes, i just figured i could shower later when i come back to my room.

i unlocked my door and started to walk to the rooftop. when i made it, i opened the rooftop doors and was happy that there was no one there. i walked over to the edge and opened the notebook, finding a good page.

once i found a page, i clicked the back of the pen and started to write, it was a slightly windy day which was nice, i enjoy breezy weather.

lots of ideas popped into my head as i wrote, and it almost felt like i was spilling my heart out, which wasn't the case at all,  i was just writing really fast. i decided not to make the poem to long but not to short. once i was starting to finish up the poem, i started to read it out loud to make sure it made sense.

once i finished, i decided that i liked it. i signed my name at the end then ripped the page out of my notebook, i folded it and put all of the stuff back into my pocket

after that, i went over to the wall next to where i was, it was filled with dirt, dripped graffiti and small rocks. i sat down and put my hood over my head, i looked up at the sky for a little while while wind was blowing. the wind was loud tho and honestly sorta annoying, but i liked the feel of it.

i then took my poem out of my pocket then started reading it over and over again. i kinda thought the wind was gonna blow my poem away if i didn't hold on tight enough

" whatcha doin? " i hear a familiar voice and i look over to the rooftop doors. i see niragi walking over with his gun around his shoulder like always and his hair looks slightly messy. im quick to scrunch my poem in a ball and put it back in my pocket before he comes over and sits down next to me.

" what was that? " he asks trying to get my poem. " nothing, it was just something stupid i wrote down " i reply to niragi trying to get him to leave it alone, not that i don't want him to read it but i just don't want him to think it's dumb

" can i read it? " he asks me taking his hand away. " um i don't think you would like it " i say trying to change his mind. " why's that? " niragi asks me while turning his head to face me. " it's just not your style? " i say back trying to think of something.

" i don't care, if your okay with me reading it then i want to, if your not then i won't " he says to me. " okay then. " i say, sighing and taking the poem out of my pocket, un scrunching it, then giving it to niragi to read.

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' ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴄʀɪᴘᴘʟᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜɪs ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴡᴀs ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋᴇᴅ. ɪᴛs ɴᴏᴛ sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ɴᴏʀ ɪs ɪᴛ ᴀɴ ᴇᴀsʏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴ. "ʟᴇᴛs ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ" sʜᴇ sᴀʏs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴏғ ʜᴏʟʏ ʟɪᴇs. sʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀs ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs, ᴅᴇɴʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ sʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ. '
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