𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐄 | 𝘯𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘹 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢

𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

i'm so sorry for another short chapter :( i'll try to make a long chapter next! also warning! attempted suicide!! if uncomfortable read until you see '‼️'!!
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niragis pov
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i look around the pitch black room as i wake up, still feeling tired but not tired enough to fall back asleep. i sigh and i turn my body, but keep one arm still wrapped around chishiya and i grab my phone from my bedside table.

3:56 am

i read the time and i roll my eyes, of course... i put my phone back on my bedside table and turn around to face chishiya again. i wrap both my arms around him again, he was still asleep so i moved him closer to me. i moved some of his hair out of his face and i kissed his forehead.

i rested my head on top of his and i stared tiredly at the wall of my room, with the curtains completely shut. my eyes are half closed, half open while i listen to the sounds of wind outside, i feel chishiya shuffle slightly but he just goes straight back to sleep.

i sigh and roam my eyes around the room, checking for anything. not anything in specific just anything. i would usually move and get up to go to the rooftop but i don't wanna wake or disturb chishiya, so i just stay in place with my arms around him and chishiya sleeping a little bit above my chest, as well as my head resting on top of his.

i close my eyes just to rest them since my eyes are about to fall out if i keep them open for any longer, for about 30 minutes, i just rest my eyes and listen to the wind and chishiya softly breathing.

" niragi? " i hear chishiya weakly ask probably because he just woke up. " yea? " i reply not sounding soft or anything just in my normal tone and voice.

" i'm tired. " he says to me with a light croaky voice. " me too " i answer while opening my eyes slightly and sighing again. i feel chishiya stretch as best he can with the very little space he has, so i move over a bit letting him stretch. he almost reminds me of a cat.

after a tiny bit, we decide to go to the rooftop for a little bit and just hang out, have a cigarette and then come back. we both take turns getting dressed in the bathroom and then we put on our shoes and i unlock my door.

we walk out and i close and lock the door behind me. we make small talk as we walk up the stairs to the rooftop, we also tease each other as always. i'm not surprised at this point. but yet again i don't think i was ever surprised when we teased each other.

we reached the rooftop and it was still dark outside. although, it's 4am so the sun would be rising soon. i take out a packets of cigarettes and grab two, i hand one to chishiya and to myself and i start to light mine, after i was done i passes the lighter to chishiya and he then also lit his cigarette.

" i wonder what today will be like " chishiya says to me, still having a soft croaky voice while blowing cigarette smoke. i also blow some cigarette smoke and i blow it into chishiyas face, making him back up a bit and cough slightly. i chuckle to myself. " how dare you do that to me again " he says to me in a teasing way.

" what are you gonna do about it? " i answer, teasing him back. " i'll figure out something " chishiya explains to me. i smirk while scoffing a laugh.

" right " i reply sarcastically. he rolls his eyes playfully and blows cigarette smoke into my face. " there i figured something out " chishiya says to me teasingly. i chuckle to myself again while looking down, holding my almost finished cigarette in my hands.

after we finished our cigarettes, we went back inside and returned back to my room to go back to sleep, it might be lame but cut us some slack. we were about to explode of tiredness. when we got back to my room, i unlocked the door then when chishiya went inside, i closed and locked the door.