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𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐞

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Disclaimer: This chapter contains mentions of - Depression, eds, sh, lack of sleep, absent parents, and manic episodes. If any of this is uncomfortable for you i would recommend skipping those parts!

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"This is all your fault, Olivia, you just haven't admitted it yet" Billy's voice taunted me in my horrible nightmare. Tears roll down my cheek at his harsh words. I always have felt that his death was my fault, I spent months thinking that maybe if I did something he would still be alive. "No!" I scream at him, frozen in place as I looked at his face, his clothes, how he was standing. He looked that same from when I saw him die. "Wake up, wake up Olivia" Billy said to me as he slowly faded away into a cloud of darkness.

"Olivia wake up!" My brother, Dustin shouted at me, shaking me to wake up. I opened my eyes, adjusting to the bright light through the window. "We're going to be late!" Dustin shouted as he left my room. I quickly sat up n ran to my closet looking for something to wear. I decided on low-rise jeans and a black long sleeve shirt. I quickly brushed my hair and put on concealer to cover my bags. I slipped on my shoes and ran downstairs to see Dustin waiting by the door. "Took you long enough." Dustin sighed "Oh calm down it's not like you love school" I rolled my eyes playfully as we heard a honk come from outside, indicating Steve was here to pick us up.

We walked out to Steves car. Dustin n I both sat in back since Robin was infront. Steve and i used to have something but it never really went far since shortly after i started dating Billy, causing me to become more distant. "Cute shirt Liv" Robin said as she was doing her mascara in the car mirror. Steve started rambling on about which girl he was seeing now. "But the problem is that she is going out of state for college, I mean do I really want to start a relationship that has no other value then sex?!" Steve argued. "Robin! are you even listening?" Steve looked over to her. "Oh, cut me some slack your love life is the most complicated thing in the entire world." Robin said obviously not amused. "Hm, what about you Olivia, any  advice for me?" He is asking looking at me in the car mirror. "Uh I don't know i mean is it really a relationship if all you guys do is have sex? I mean is it really that big of a deal if Linda-" "Heidi" He corrected. "Right, Heidi I mean if she goes out of state just find someone else to have sex with." I suggested, shrugging.

Steve pulled up to the front of the school letting us out. Dustin was the first to get out, having enough of our "sex talk". "Bye Steve thanks for the ride" I thanked him fake smiling. He did a little wave then drove off. Robin waited for me at the entrance so we could walk to class together. The bell rang as we enter school, meaning we were late; On the social scale at school, I was kind of popular but in a sense not as popular as the jocks n cheerleaders. I guess I was just liked by everyone (not to sound cocky lmfao) i used to cheer until last year, my coach understood but she was a little disappointed since she lost her best flyer n tumbler. She said I was welcome back anytime but i just used this time to rest. 

We walked into our first period which was Math, and our teacher was an asshole. Or maybe just to me. I pulled the doorknob, but the door was locked, I could see into the classroom since the door had a window. Robin started jiggling the doorknob until Mr. Green came to open it. "Took you long enough" I muttered under my breath as me and Robin walked to our desks. "So sorry class that THEY distracted you from your learning" Mr. Green scolded us. "We don't learn shit in this class" I mumbled to Robin causing her to laugh quietly. That whole period me and Robin talked not even paying attention the teacher. Apparently, we were talking to loud bothering the guy behind us. "Can you guys like shut the fuck up" He rolled his eyes at us. I turned around to face none other than Eddie the freak Munson. "Shut up Eddie this is why you are repeating senior year again" I said to him.