Will you still love me?(Tate Langdon)

Chapter fifteen

It's been a few weeks since I died, they are still living in the house, My family. Violet won't even come near my room anymore I don't blame her, I don't what really got into me. It's all a blur, Tate decided to try and hang out with violet again for god knows what reasons and she decided to let him back in. I think she is just plain dumb.

Mom is falling apart I think I might have been her favorite, funny. Wish I would've known that when I was alive, funny people grieve me when I'm gone but not be happy when I'm alive. I don't know what my motive was, I'm still trying to remember what even happened all I know is I shot someone or multiple someone's. Tate won't tell me,violet doesn't talk to me even-though she has Tate now. Some just don't forgive and forget, huh?

Mom doesn't know I'm here, neither does dad thank god for that. Tate likes hanging out with violet more than me apparently, not like it used to be. I'm stuck in a knot, well a knot in my heart and head. I'm still in love with Tate and he's still in love with violet. Did I do something just truly awful that he doesn't love me anymore? He just finds me disgusting now? I don't know. It's boring here I miss being able to go outside and do things. I do like to mess with dad though it's the only thing keeping me entertained. Oh and my Walkman, I'm still able to use it.

I love knocking stuff over in his office, especially when it falls on his head it's the funniest thing to do since I have nothing to do.

I walk to violets door frame to see Tate there just sitting on her bed. She's at school right now so he just sits there usually he doesn't hang out with me or anything. I don't get why he thinks he can work out with her, he's dead for gods sake. I'm dead too so I don't get why he can't be just mine it's dumb and irritating.

I decide to try and speak to him for the first time in a while. "Hey Tate" he sits there and looks up looking startled. He doesn't respond. I sigh, god is it always gonna be like this? "Hello?? respond to me dammit" he still doesn't respond.He sighs. God I wish he would just acknowledge me. "Acknowledge me dammit!! Im standing right fucking here I know you can hear me!" He just looks at me and looks away. "God I wish you would just respond to me, a few weeks ago you were in love with me and being a bitch to violet but now it's reversed and I wanna know why!" He just sighs again and saids nothing. "Fuck you Tate im done" I walk away. I hear him sigh again. It's pointless trying to talk to him, I wish he would just love me again."

(Hey I know I haven't posted chapters in a while so sorry!! I've been moving houses and I've been so busy with school and I totally forgot about this story and my Wattpad account.

I've left you all a-stray I'm so sorry!! This is more an recap introduction type thing I'll start posting more chapters when I can. I'm thinking of doing about 10 more chapters or I just make up to 30 I don't know yet.

I have another story idea not related to ahs it's 13 reasons why related. So I might start posting another story and this one will get finished slowly but I promise you this story will get finished.)