Dear diary,
you'd think after almost a whole year of being gone i'd figure out a way to speak out loud. i still can't. many thoughts still swim my head that would be to dangerous if spoken about a murmur. even a whisper is too loud. someone might hear
i want to scream them. i'm afraid my voice might not be loud enough. or reach who i want. my voice would be nothing if i'm screaming out for help.
what do i say when there's nobody listening ?
