me and my broken heart (Kotoha Hashibira)

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⚠️ Contains Manga Spoilers ⚠️
(Most of the characters in this aren't in the anime yet)

"I'm sorry, Y/N," Kotoha said, beautiful face filled with pity, "I don't feel the same way."

You stood, disbelief on your face. It took you forever to muster up the courage to confess to her, and yet you were turned down. All of your friends had encouraged you, saying that she obviously liked you back. Yet here you were, facing bitter rejection.

"Are, are you sure?" you asked, hoping against hope that you'd heard wrong.

"I'm sorry." she repeated.

"It's fine." you replied, forcing a smile. "You're not obligated to like me back.". You smiled awkwardly, then turned and walked away quickly. Tears began to fill your eyes. You furiously wiped them away. It was good that you waited until after school to confess, otherwise you'd have to hold back tears all day.

The sun shone brightly and a light breeze stirred the crisp autumn air. Leaves crunched under your feet as you walked home, having missed the bus. It was a beautiful day, looking exactly opposite to how you felt. The most heartbreaking things always seemed to happen on the prettiest days.

When you got home, you went straight to your room. You had several overdue assignments to work on, but they sat, ignored.

In the safety of your bedroom you finally let the tears fall. Kotoha was so beautiful, kind, caring, and everything you'd ever want in a girlfriend. You'd considered yourself so lucky to be her friend, so you were worried about how confessing to her would go. If Koyuki and Hakuji hadn't been so vehement in saying that she liked you back you'd have never told her.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. You shouldn't have listened to them. But they'd always been right, you were sure you could trust their advice. Of course the one time they were wrong was the most important one. You cried bitter tears, smothering your sobs in your pillow.

Your cry session was rudely interrupted by your phone buzzing. You fumbled around, finally finding it in your back pocket. A pop up on the lock screen indicated that a text message had arrived. You were about to ignore it, but saw who it was from.

"Kotoha," you whispered, confused. Why was she texting you? You hastily unlocked the phone and opened read the message.

Kotoha💙: hi Y/N

Kotoha💙: Im sorry I don't return your feelings. I hope we can still be friends?

Kotoha💙: you left so quickly I didn't get the chance to ask. Sorry to bother you

You: np

You: of course i'll still be your friend

You: cant get rid of me that easy lol

Kotoha💙: oh good 😊

You: 😎

You turned off your phone, dropping it on your bed. Of course she'd check up on you. Kotoha was so kind. She cared so deeply for her friend, which was a quality you loved in her.

You smiled melancholically. At least you were still friends. You didn't know what you'd do if she dumped you entirely. You'd have to third-wheel Koyuki and Hakuji all alone. That'd be a nightmare.

Your phone buzzed again. Koyuki was texting you through yours, Hakuji and her's group chat. You clicked on the pop up and read the message.

Love Advice Club

flower_girl🌸: how'd it go?

Right. They'd helped you plan your confession. You typed out a response.

You: could've been worse

flower_girl🌸: oh honey

flower_girl🌸: what happened?

It might've seemed condescending from anyone else, but you knew Koyuki was the embodiment of cinnamon roll™.

You: she doesn't like me back.

You: but she still wants to be friends, so... 🤷

kung_fu_fighting: oh damn sorry

kung_fu_fighting: we were wrong to tell u to go for it

You: nah not your fault

You: id have to tell her sooner or later

flower_girl🌸: are you all right?

You: I will be. dw about it

flower_girl🌸: if you ever need to talk, I'm here ❤️❤️

kung_fu_fighting: if only you liked someone else. then I could beat them up for u

You: lol thx guys

You turned your phone to 'do not disturb' and pulled your music up. You turned on a random suggested 'sad vibes' playlist and lay down, letting the heartbreak wash over you. 

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