wilmon young royals:growing together finsihed

part 15

Wille's pov:
Me and Simon are sitting outside of are headteachers office and I'm skating a little and I'm holding Simon's hand probably way to tightly, he looks at me with his big brown eyes and says " hey it's going to be okay he's not getting away with this again and I can help you threw it I've been there before" he gets up and comes and hugs me I hold onto him so tightly after a few seconds he sits back down and rubs his thumb over my hand gently.

"Hello boys come on in" we go in her office and sit in two chairs in front of her desk "so what do you two have to tell me" she asks the both of us simon starts with his side of when he was 12 and all that he grips my hand a little tight and I rub his hand like he did to me he finishes his side in more detail than the first time he told me and then it's my turn I say my side about how I was trying to protect Simon and stuff and how I thought it was a good idea at the time then and everything he said and did to me i take off the plaster on my neck and show the deep hicky he gave me that is still really sore it's more a wound than a hicky.

She sits the in shock for a few moments before she speaks " I will get jasper in here at once and tell him he's expelled behaviour like this isn't acceptable here or anywhere for that matter and I will be calling the police he will probably be sent to juvenile detention centre for a few months or till he turns 18 and then could be sent to prison the police here don't take rapists lightly" she speaks to us a bit more and then says " you boys won't have to attend classes today as I'm sure the police will want to talk to you why don't you go relax in Wilhelm a dorm I will send someone to get you if it's needed and I will keep you updated on the matter and also Wilhelm I have to call your parents and tell them about this and Simon do I need to inform your mum or does she already know" " she knows already I told her this morning I was too scared to years prior" he says to her she nods and then we leave to my dorm

Once we get back to my dorm Simon sits on my bed and just stares into space I tell him I'm going for a shower but he doesn't respond so I just go have my shower in my room and change into something more comfortable then what I was wearing once I'm done I look over at my bed to see Simon still staring into space so I decide to check on him

Simons pov:
It's all coming back to me I feel like I'm reliving it all the bad memories of what he did to me also lots of memories of the stuff my dad did to me too it's like a movie going off in my head I can't see my vision is blurry and my heart is beating so fast I'm barely breathing it's just extremely deep breaths I can't think straight my mind is just racing I have no idea how much time has passed
I'm just incredibly scared and really sad I get snapped back to reality when I feel I warm pair of arms wrap around my body and pick me up and hold me in their lap I'm kinda stranding him " Simon can you hear me love are you okay?whatever it is it's going to be okay I've got you" i can hear him but it's Faint and my vision is slowly coming back, also I sit in his lap like this a lot he knows it comforts me I feel protected he knows me way too we'll " Simon can you speak my love what's wrong" I just want him to hold me close to him but I don't think I can talk I can Barely breathe or function at the moment but I can just about manage a few words "just hold me really close please" I start crying and struggle to breathe even more if that's even somehow possible "oh simme come here love" he moves my legs so they are wrapped around his waist and I put my arms around him,he holds me so tight that it hurts a little but I'm not complaining deep pressure really helps me he just talks to me nice and softly says sweet things to me and just being the best boyfriend on the planet

After a long time he says something that needs a response from me " do you want to lie down or sit up cuddles like this"  I'm still unable to speak i really don't want to lie down lying down makes it harder to breathe and I also just don't when I don't respond or do anything " oh you can't speak do you want paper to write it down" he try's to grab a note book but I stop him i really don't want him to move "oh okay what do you want he looks me straight in my eyes he told me once he can read people by there eyes and sometimes what they are thinking but mostly emotions I think it's a really cool skill he said he learned it when because he wanted to figure out when his parents where lying to him not my point now is I think he's trying to read my mind "look at me I might be able to read your mind" I look him dead in the eyes and he studies them and looks exactly deep into them "do you want too stay like this right" I nod " ha my skill haven't Failed me yet" he laughs in this incredibly cute laugh one I love.
I'm calmer now not fully myself but not far off my breathing is going back to normal and so's my heart rate Wille continues to hold me close I put my head on his chest and listen to his heart and breathing I try and breathe at the same time he does it helps me try and steady my breathing "Simon you seem a lot calmer now you feeling better do you think you can talk and if you can do you want to talk about it"   Not sure if I try abs speak if any sound is going to come out but I try anyway "thank.....you" I struggle to even say it and have to clear my throat about 5 times just to say that "if you let me I will grab my note book so you can right I promise I will continue to hold you but I don't want you to have to struggle to speak when you really don't want to or literally struggling to speak" I nod he stands up still holding me I grip tighter so he doesn't drop me he finds his notebook and a pen then sits back down gently as not to accidentally Sit on my legs he gives me the book and I start to write it all down I then give it to him I write fast but he's a slow reader so while he reads I snuggle into his chest feeling safe with him " omg Simon can I do anything to help" I take the book back and write your already doing it just hold me close and Rock me a little if that's not to much to ask he reads it and begins to rock me gently doing everything in the world that makes me feel safe