Omniscient
18 January 2016
"Mami."Jamell called out to Eliza.
"Mamiii."he whined shaking her.
"Mm?"she hummed looking at him through her blurry vision.
"Wake up,I want play."he said getting off the bed.
"Okay,let me just freshen myself up." Eliza said getting out of the bed, walking into the bathroom.
Closing and locking the door,Eliza heard banging on the door causing her to sigh.
"Mel please wait,let me use the bathroom."she said hoping he would listen.
"Why you leave me?"he questioned sadly.
"I just want to use the bathroom Mel,you can come in soon,just wait for me."she said lifting up the toilet lid.
"Mel don't like being alone."he said softly.
"Just wait please."she said.
After not hearing a response,she took this as her queue to use the bathroom.
Once she was down,she flushed the toilet,placing the toilet lid back down, before moving to be sink to wash her hands.
Hearing a few crashes and the sound of plates breaking,Eliza rushed out of the bathroom,not seeing Jamell in the room.
Quickly running downstairs,she saw the living room was trashed,and broken plates laying on the floor.
"Mel?"she questioned softly looking around.
Walking into the kitchen,she saw him sitting on the floor,hugging himself as he cried softly.
"Mel what happened?"she asked walking over to him.
"No touch me."he said moving her hand before she could touch him.
"What's wrong?"she asked sadly as she eyed his body making sure he wasn't hurt.
"You,you hurt me."he cried,shakily pointing at her.
"I just needed to use the bathroom Mel,I can't have you in the bathroom at the same time as me."She explained moving closer to him.
Jamell looked around,realising what he had done.
Now he was in big trouble.
"M-mami,help me."he said frightenedly,quickly moving into her arms.
"I did so many wrong things,I'm in trouble."he rushed out,clinging onto her.
"I didn't meant to."he said crying onto her shoulder.
"It's okay Mel,I'll explain to your mother what happened."Eliza said trying to comfort him.
"It's no help."he whispered.
"Come on,let's go back upstairs."she said softly as she grabbed his hands, lifting him up to his feet.
"I don't want to live anymore mami." He said causing her to stop in her tracks and look at him.
"Mel no,don't say that,you still young baby,please tell me what is going on so I can try and help you."Eliza said sitting him down on the couch.
"I can't,I'll get hurt."He said looking around as if there was someone else in the house.
"No you won't,I won't tell anyone,I just want to know what is happening to make you so unhappy."She said pulling him closer to her,holding him so he could feel safer.
"I don't want to."He said sniffing as he moved her arms.
"I want you to go."he said pointing to the door.
"I can't,I have to wait for your mother to come back."She said sadly.
"I go to room,you stay here."he demanded getting up and rushing up stairs.
Eliza stared at the floor as tears brimmed her eyes.
She was sensitive when it came to things like this.
It made her feel annoying and too forward.
It wasn't the first time she was pushed away from trying to help.
But all she could think of is what was going on with him.
Why is he so scared?
Eliza decided she was going to put her feelings to the side and figure out what was going on.
One day she was going to catch whatever was happening.
She wasn't going to let him suffer knowing she could possibly do something.
She would be his guardian because clearly his mother isn't doing her job.
She would be his guidance.
His protector.
She would be anything she had to,if it meant he would be safe.
