y/ns Pov
I woke up to my newborn's cries from the other room, so I got up. "Please make her shut the fuck up" billie said halfway sleep. I don't mind it anymore because I'm used to it.
I walked into her room trying to calm her down. She must of been hungry so I pulled my shirt down and let her latch on. I ended up going into our room and sat down on the bed. I started drifting off to sleep in the middle of feeding her.
I got woken up by a slap on my face, "you hear our fucking daughter crying wake the fuck up" I heard billie said. I got up from our bed and started to pat my daughters back so that she could burp.
After she burped, I took her to her nursery and put her in the crib. She started to whine but I put her paci in her mouth and she fell back to sleep.
(next morning)
I woke up to billie being gone, it's normal at this point. She's probably hanging out with 'the boys' or cheating on me.
I don't even know how she got like this. When I first met her, she was all sweet and shit, but ever since we got married, she's just been abusive towards me.
After a little while she came back home, looking normal for the first time. What I mean by that is, she's not drunk, or had a bunch of hickeys oh her.
While I was washing the dishes (the baby is in the nursery sleeping) I hear billie coming from behind me. She pressed up against me kissing my neck. "Billie i'm not in the mood" I said as I rolled my eyes.
She scoffed and said, "come on the babies sleep we can finally do what we want". She kept trying to kiss me, but I pushed her away. "Whatever bitch" she said and stomped upstairs.
I sighed and finished up all the dishes.
It was night time now and billie said that she was going out again. I decided today was the day to leave. I started to pack up me and my daughters' clothes.
In the middle of packing billie came in, I saw here with smeared lipstick on her lips with hickeys on her neck.
"What the hell are you doing" she said trying to grab my hands.
"Get the fuck off of me billie" I said while crying "I'm leaving you..we are leaving you"
I grabbed our bags and took them downstairs. "No, you're not leaving me I need you" she said trying to hug me, but I pushed her. She got angry and smacked me. "All I ever did was love you... and you do this shit to me" she picked me up and slammed me into the wall. "You're taking my fucking daughter from me".
"You never even cared for her billie" I said as I tried to get out of her grip. I finally got out of her grip and grabbed our bags, but billie grabbed me by my hair and pulled it back. "Like I said you're not leaving me". She gripped my curly hair so hard I started crying.
"oww, billie please let go"
"Say it say you're going to stay with me"
"I promise I'll stay with you" I finally said. She let go of my hair and kissed me on the lips. She put her head on mine and said, "you know I love you right".
But I didn't answer her, she gripped my face hard and said, "I know you hear me so answer, you know I Iove you right?" I nodded me head and she kissed me again.
"Billie, I want a divorce" I said with no emotion. "I'm tired of you treating me like this...I hate how you hit on me, you cheat on me like I don't notice. I'm just tired billie I really am" I said while sobbing. I had enough, i'm sick of crying because of her, i'm tired.
"No baby you don't mean that...h-how about we just go to sleep ok I'll make you some dinner a-and take care of the baby okay" she tried to guide me to the bedroom, but I pulled away from her.
"No billie, I serious this time I want a divorce" I said standing my ground. She got on her knees and started crying.
"Please baby don't leave me. I love you okay, just please I know what I did. I promise I'll change just don't leave me" she said while grabbing on to my leg.
"just why billie tell me"
"I don't know" she said as she put her head down. exactly what I thought, why would I stay with her after all this?
I pulled her arms off of my leg and took the bags and went to the car. I hear her coming after me while crying.
"PLEASE BABY DON'T LEAVE ME"
I ignored her and went upstairs to get MY child. I picked her up and put her in her carrier, I put a blanket over the carrier and put her paci in her mouth. When I went downstairs, I saw billie with the bags in her hand.
She must have grabbed it from the car. I sighed and snatched the bags out of her hands. She started acting like a child and having a tantrum. "YOUR A BITCH YOU KNOW THAT. YOU ARE TAKING MY CHILD FROM ME"
As I was put Ryan in the car, I heard billie coming out. But I saw a knife in her hand. I hurried and put the bags in the backseat and went to the driver's seat. I locked the door and hurried to start the car.
When I was pulling away billie almost slashed my tires, but I ran over her hand. I was almost got of the driveway but billie punched the window making it break. I finally got out of the driveway and drove off. I felt blood on me and saw that I had a deep cut on my arm.
I really didn't know where to go so I went to my mom's house.
(Four years later)
"Mommy i'm so bored"
"I know but we're almost to the store baby" I said as I pulled into the parking lot. It's been four years since the billie situation. I took Ryan out the car and went in the Walmart. I made sure to wipe the cart off before putting her in.
After a while of shopping, I was trying to reach an item on the top shelf but couldn't. I felt someone behind me get the item and handed to me. :"thanks" I said while still not looking at them. But when I finally looked up, I saw someone I never thought i'll see again.
Billie
I tried to walk away as fast as I could, but she caught up to me. I felt a cloth go over my mouth and heard Ryan crying. The last thing I heard before I black out was
"you will always be mine"
