Happy New Years 🖤 please don't jump me y'all 🧍🏽♀️A bitch done started school, went to jail again, got a probation violation and turned 21 since I've posted the last chapter. (I'm good now😛)
Sin is a Taurus and Santana is a Aries somebody asked and I think these signs fit so well lmao.
Don't forget to vote 🖤🕸 And Thankyou SO MUCH denesh703_wup for helping me edit this chapter.
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Santana POV
I stared out the window. We were in a skyscraper, on the 54th floor. I liked looking down on the busy city and seeing the different types of inhabitants. Businessmen in suits, bums on the corner, and other civilians.
It made me realize how much I actually hated living in the fucking boonies. Gotta drive an hour just to get to the city, the only reason I got that house was for Sincere. And that nigga only home at night time.
"I know you don't wanna sit in silence for another hour Delgado. Do you mind if we start our session?" I glanced at her degrees and awards lining the wall. If she was so smart- she would see I don't need, or want her help.
"I don't mind sitting in silence actually but gone head, " I was seated on the velvet blue cushioned couch in front her. She was a 46-year-old Asian lady with a bleached blonde bob and bright red lipstick. This was my third time seeing her in person and I was still unimpressed. With the amount of money I'm paying they should have at least given me a black doctor, maybe I'd take this shit seriously.
"Okay, I would like to start by saying bipolar disorder essentially shifts between high moods also known as mania, and low moods such as crippling depression, " She explained for the 100th time, I just nodded. Everyone has good days and bad days; I don't see why when I experience them it's a big deal.
"How have the mood stabilizers been working for you? Have you noticed a difference within your day-to-day life?" She knew damn well.
"My dick doesn't stay hard for longer than 5 minutes. I barely even think about sex anymore. And I'm scared my nigga gone get tired of that and go fuck somebody else. That's what you wanna hear?" She didn't even look shocked just wrote in her notepad with a small smile.
Sincere ain't really said shit about us barely having sex but I can tell by his temper he feeling some type of way about it. Nigga been meaner than usual and I ain't even think that was possible. He needs some dick and I can't even give it to him.
"Well, I can see why you're experiencing that. During a manic episode, you may experience hypersexuality, or an increase in sexual activity. The pills work by blocking dopamine receptors in your brain, " This why I hate talking to this bitch because when the fuck did I say anything about me having an 'episode', I've been perfectly fine the past few weeks.
"I was never hyper-sexual or whatever the fuck. I don't need shit blocked in my brain. That's why I came here to tell you I ain't taking them anymore if y'all don't fix that, " We've had long discussions about my sex life. She wants to know every single detail about a nigga. I liked talking about myself so I didn't mind until I realized that's her way of picking my brain.
"I can lower your lithium prescription and that will help you keep an erection."
"Thank you, that's all I wanted. Can I leave now?" She still gets paid whether I leave early or not, therefore, I don't see a problem if I do.
"Do you know what a manic episode is Santana?" I sighed and closed my eyes.
"No, but I guess you gonna explain it."
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Dope Nigga (BxB)
General Fiction"Daddy was a dope dealer, mama was a dope dealer , daddy fell off then mama started smoking dope while she was pregnant with me maybe that's why I'm such a dope nigga" Life ain't never been that good for Sincere growing up a dope boy without g...
