Dope Nigga (BxB)

3• Baby Mama, Baby Mama

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  Did I really trust this nigga?

   I mean it was Santana the same nigga that I been having problems with since high school, he would do stupid shit like flex all the weed and money he had at school and make it hot for the rest of us. He was the same nigga that stole a cop car and rode it around the block for clout. He was stupid which is why he and anybody who hung around him was always in jail.
    On the other hand that was quick and easy money that I needed and had no other way to get, selling weed for Dime was cool but fuck I wanted my own shit. A nice ass black and white mansion that me, my brother and girl could live in. Shit I would probably even think about all the shit Salem be telling me and open up my business in our community, a nice ass after school program or some shit.

   "Why the fuck you making that face, it look like you shitting or something" My little brother said fucking up my thought process.

"I'm just thinking that's all"

"You ain't hear nothing I just said?" I shook my head and took my phone out my pocket my baby mama been blowing my shit up since last night.

"I said Dime been saying the Colombians want war they shot up the corner on seventh and killed two of his boys and I went to school with both of them" I saw that shit on the news. They was both 13 and their life was damnnere took from them over some stupid shit, that's why I was so protective of my brother because shit that could have easily been him.

"Fuck Dime why you ain't been going to school they sending all these truancy letters they gone kick you out" Nate was my little brother but I didn't want him to be shit like me I wanted him to be better, I wanted him to be something.

      I ain't never had nobody to guide me which is why I am how I am. Dime murdered my dad right in front of me over a dice game when I was 6, My mama got addicted to crack right after and I knew Dime was the one giving it to her. She would leave me by myself so I had to learn how to take care of myself and her whenever she came back home all beat up and high. Two years later she had my brother Nate, we ain't have the same dad shit I honestly still don't know who the fuck his dad is. When CPS took us from our mama Nate was a crack baby so nobody wanted to adopt him because all the crying he did, they kept us together because I was the only person who could get him to be quiet, we were in and out of foster homes since. That's when  Dime brought me into the game and I ain't ever had to ask nobody for shit since.

"Ain't shit in school for me, Dime say he gone take me under his wing you feel me? Like he did--"

"Fuck that nigga! You just turned 14 ain't shit out here for you but going to school Nate, you already got it good I buy you everything you need and want don't I? You ain't get it out the mud like me aight? Don't compare us" I was doing my best I could to raise him some shit I ain't never been taught all I knew was my brother wasn't gone hustle on a corner for no nigga as long as I'm alive.

"I don't even know any of that shit they teaching"

"We can get you help one of them muh fuckin tutors that know that shit, I bet not see you around Dime no more though" I was serious and I knew he could tell.

   "Whatever Sin you acting like a bitch ass nigga right now and what's this about Brianna moving in with us I don't like that bitch, I don't need her coming here thinking she about to change the way shit function here" Brianna was my girl. It wasn't nothing that serious to me I fucked a lot of females but she was different, she was there when a nigga was at his worst. And I could say I knew she loved me, I knew I didn't love her how she loved me though I ain't never been taught how to.