Just My Lil Poems

How much longer?

I thought to myself ,
How much longer?

I thought I was okay...
Atleast I could pretend to be,but
for How much longer?

I felt like I could ace it,but
I was lying to myself wasn't I
but for How much longer?

I thought I had moved on from you
But obviously I hadn't
Every time I see you with a girl
I try to pretend to be okay.
but for how much longer?

I wish you would stop talking to me,
Stop occupying the better part of my thoughts,
So that I can move on peacefully but
At the same time I want to hold on to you tighter than ever before
Afraid that if I let you go, you truly will disappear and this time
I wouldn't have to pretend
for much longer!!

Without wax,
Vinnie