11 january
I can't believe that Jag var så kär is in The Swedish Charts! That's just amazing! And the craziest thing is that the whole album are number one in Sweden! I've beated The Beatles here! I can't understand... And all that I needed to write the first song for the album was that I started to get feelings for another guy than Björn (again, not that Björn). But sadly that's something I'll never forget. I wanted him back, but he had already get over it. I'm so happy that I have Dieter now. I really love him. And guess what he did some days ago? The proposed! I'm going to get married! It's just crazy! I can't believe it. It has been a dream since I was a little kid to get married, become a mother and live a happy family life. And now it all maybe become true. I'm so, so happy.
Today it has been a quite hard day. I was in the studio and had a signing session. It was really fun to meet fans! That's something that is hard to believe. I've got fans. People who loves me, and think that I am a really great artist. I'm living my dream. This is what a want. I feel so lucky.
And it feels so good to proof to mother and father that I can support myself through music. Because I can that now. When I signed for Cupol father helped me to deal, and in the end we decided that I will get
75 000 SEK every year. And that's quite much money, and more than enough to live on. I need to go to bed now. I will have an interview in the morning and need to wake up earlier than I use to. So, good night.
