6 June
I can't believe how we could be so stupid! Right now we're in regiment I 4 in Linköping. I don't wanna do national service! And especially not today. I'm a bit hungover and have got a very bad headache. There is the stupid thing I talked about. We invited the Hep Stars gang to celebrate our last night in freedom, before this shitty national service! It was not a good idea. We're all very tired, and a bit hungover. And none of us have slept at all during last night.
I read an article about us in a magazine:
"They learn how to war and the pop music dies". The thing is, it's true! We will not be able to work with the music for one year! We will lose one year. I'm so angry. I'm so jealous at Hansi who don't have to do this. He's from Germany.
Oh, it's time for us to turn off the lights. If we don't do it, they probably will take my dairy. And everything else that are around. God, I really hate this....
