Slipknot's toy

Chapter 9

Chapter 9, (idk what to name it rn).

A/n:
There's like a month long time skip or some shit-

(Y/n's pov)
It's been nearly a month since I've met the guys.
I've been asked multiple times, "Why do you hang out with them?" Or, "Why do you let them get so handsy with you?" I really don't care. I don't understand why other people care so much. Sid says that they're just jealous that they don't have a friendship like I have with the guys. And I suppose that does or would make sense. Though the bullying towards Joey has gotten worse and it's now starting to move towards me. I'm gonna be honest I'm always surprised to never see anyone picking on the other guys, though when you think about it there's some reasonable thoughts of why they don't get picked on that comes to mind. Shall I go in order, yes I shall. Okay first, Sid, I'm pretty sure people think he's either bat shit crazy and are to scared of him or they think he's an actual alien, either way that's funny. Then Joey, we already know Joey is being bullied, and he won't let me or the guys do anything to help him. Then Paul, in all fairness, I think everyone genuinely likes Paul, he's a chill guy, doesn't usually get mad at you, and won't judge you, he's very sweet and he's a big people person so yeah. Then Chris, I'm not sure with him though I have thought, 'maybe it's because he's sleeping with people and those people don't want other people to know so they stay quiet' but then again it's Chris so I'm not sure. Theeen Jim, I mean come on the man is like 6'6, he's a literal giant, and of course people almost always see him pulling Sid and Corey off each other, so they know Jim is strong. Then Craig, I think he's got dirt on everyone, he very well could, man's so silent that you forget he's in the room with you, he could be a very good assassin if he wanted to, also me personally I have experienced seeing him mad and seeing him beat the shit out of some druggy once, Craig is scary. Then of course Shawn, his Nick name is clown, he runs around town with a clown mask on and a metal bass ball bat, and he has some pretty bad anger issues, tho not as bad as Corey's, people are definitely scared of Shawn, even the sheet druggies. Then there's Mick, who's huge and muscular, always has a very angry expression, usually pulling people of each other with no struggle, I've also witnessed him beat the shit out of multiple people so, he's scary, I've always been a little scared by him. Then Corey, a flaming ball of uncontrollable anger, huuugggeee anger issues, craves violence and all that, loves to get into fights, he gets into fights more than the others, though half of those fights are with Sid, people don't bully Corey cuz they don't want to get their shit beaten. So it makes sense people don't want to bully the other guys. Though the bullying towards me has started to get worse than how it was back home, I don't mind, cuz if one of they guys sees they'll do something about it, then people will be scared to mess with me. I suppose that would give someone the mindset of being powerful and feared but I think I need that while I'm at this school. It would only apply to when I'm at school, seeming what 'home' is like.

I'm not sure about what I was originally talking about... but I suppose that helps explain some stuff for the future or...whatever...

Hey, no fourth wall breaking. We went over this, this wasn't going to be a story where Y/n breaks the fourth wall.

But it helps to explain to the readers what going on, and what gonna happen in the future. It's important to-

Stop talking, they don't need to know that. You'll end up spoiling the story by the time the important part gets here. So zip it, shush!

Okay okay, sorry, I'll stop!

Good now, go back to... not fourth wall breaking-

Anygays, how has everyone been?
I've been busy I'll be honest, school is shit same with my grades, what's new. Parents being annoying, and mental health in the garbage bin. The usual, tho my mental breakdown I had last night did make me want to write, don't worry I'm okay by the way.

I suppose I should say this seeming what day it is...
Happy Valentine's Day to those who have someone in their life, and if you don't, don't worry my Valentine's Day also sucks...I'm very lonely...

Anywhores, I do want to write a cheesy Valentine's Day chapter tho I'm not sure what I'm gonna do for it so-

Written: 2/14/23
Words: 836