𝙎𝙄𝙇𝙀𝙉𝙏 𝘾𝙍𝙔 | 𝙝.𝙝𝙟 𝙭 𝙨𝙠𝙯

𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙏𝙒𝙊

published : january 11, 2023

'They're a good kisser.'

'God, what is wrong with me?! If anything, this person could be a murderer and could stab me right now.'

'Ugh but, holy shit. They really know how to kiss.'

'Okay, Hyunjin snap out of it. They might be dangerous.'

'Their lips are dangerously addictive though.'

Hyunjin mentally slapped himself. This was not the time to be raving over some stranger's kissing abilities.

The soft kiss they once shared quickly escalated into a rough lustful one. Their bodies pressed together heatedly against the wall, breathing heavily as their red lips pressed together. Suddenly, he felt the attackers hand start to slip under his thin white shirt. Panic started rising through his mind. The tall man started struggling under the other person's grasps. Although, they held him firmly in place; one hand on his waist and the other over his head.

After a minute of struggling, the attacker pulled away from their kiss. The blonde boy was breathing heavily, cheeks blushed, and eyes glistening with confusion. The attacker was actually an attractive doe-eyed man, with jet black hair, dark brown eyes, and rosy lips. The man wore a guilty expression on his face. He looked like he was on the verge of tears. The blonde blinked, and then realized who the mysterious person was.

"Shit, shit, shit. I'm so sorry, Hyunjin. I didn't mean to kiss you. I'm so stupid. I'm so sorr-..."

"Han, stop apologizing to me." Hyunjin said with a small forgiving smile on his face.

"I kissed you without consent." Jisung said.

"Okay and..?"

"It's just so wrong. You don't know me anymore. Look I'm sorr-.."

And just like how Jisung did it earlier, Hyunjin crashed his lips onto the others. However, instead of the rough lustful kiss they had minutes ago, it was slow and passionate. Jisung's eyes were squeezed shut, and his lips were parted. The blonde was holding his waist in one hand and holding his face in the other.

"Stop saying sorry, as if you did something wrong. We're just kissing. Do you really want to stop?"

"No"

"Then what's your problem? I don't mind this." Hyunjin said.

"No, Hyunjin you don't understand. I missed you so fucking much but you can't remember anything about me. It hurts a lot." Han said while he buried his face in the palms of his hands.

Hyunjin wrapped his long arms around Han, and pulled him in for a tight hug. He whispered in his ear, "Han, it's going to be okay. I'm here for you... Just please don't cry over me. I'm ashamed that I can't remember you. Any of you for that matter."

"I just feel so helpless. I love you so much, but you don't know even know me anymore. I hate that you don't remember me. I'm sorry I haven't talked to you until now. I just felt unprepared to see you like this." Han whispered into the crook of Hyunjin's neck. He tightened his grip around him, as if he was afraid that the blonde would slip away from his grasp again.

Hyunjin smiled contently and rubbed his hands up and down the man's back. He looked at the man and whispered "I'm so sorry, though. I'm sorry I can't remember you... Or anybody else."

"That's alright. We can rebuild our relationship. And maybe I'll get you to love me again." Jisung said with a giggle escaping his lips.

"That sounds good." Hyunjin said while hugging him tighter, in order to express how much he cared for the smaller man. He hoped that the group of guys could fill in the empty feeling deep in his heart (which was definitely not there before).

They stood in the hallway for a few more minutes in each others embrace. It felt nice. Ever since he woke up in that hospital bed, he hasn't seen Han. Han never visited Hyunjin, even if all the others did. They all made excuses saying that he was busy or was just sleeping. But of course, Hyunjin knew it was all a lie.

Unfortunately, Han's phone started ringing, indicating that he had an incoming call. Due to that, they slowly broke apart from their hug. Han flashed a small grin and mouth "Sorry, gotta take this." to Hyunjin. The blonde nodded and whispered "It's okay, see you later" back at Han. The ferret-like man made his way down the long staircase, still wanting to fetch small snack.

"Should've asked Han where the kitchen was before I left." He sighed.

After going through several hallways and staircases, he still had no luck finding the kitchen. Although, he did end up on the highest floor of their very large home. As he walked though the hallways, he saw a slightly opened door. With curiosity rushing to his mind, he slowly approached it. He carefully peeked through the tiny crack, making sure to not make a sound. He sighed, relieved that someone was inside. Although, the curtains were shut so there wasn't any light to reveal who the person was.

"Excuse me?? Um, I'm so sorry but would you mind helping me out?" Hyunjin asked with a nervous tone in his voice.

The blonde heard some someone groan and slowly shuffled to where he was. When the door fully opened, the blonde was greeted with the sight of a sleepy freckled faced man.

"Jinnie? What are you doing here?" Felix asked while a sleepy yawn broke free from his lips.

"I'm sorry to wake you, but I'm looking for the kitchen. Can you help me? I'm so lost." Hyunjin said while rubbing the back of his head.

Felix blinked his sore eyes a couple of times and looked around the hallway. "We'll, we're on the top floor. If you keep following this hallway, take the stairs down to the 2nd floor, and make a left turn. It'll be right there."

Hyunjin thanked the sleepy man, and apologized for waking him up. Felix dismissed all of his apologies and soon went back into his slumber. As he went though the hall and down the stairs, he eventually found the kitchen. He wasn't alone though. Three pairs of eyes were staring directly at him.

word count : 1072

(this chapter gave me the biggest ick ever holy shit. half of it barely makes sense omg. i'm so sorry for this update, it sucks so bad lol)