They say the eyes are the windows to the soul.
Well Tommys soul hurts.
It hurts so much.
His eyes are sore.
His cheeks are stained from tears.
How long has he been sitting here crying?
He doesnt know.
Tommy looks over at his desk, seeing his essay still open.
He deserves to fail.
Tommy doesnt deserve to succeed anymore.
Phil should just kick him out now.
It'll be easier for all of them.
Tommys a waist of space.
They can have more time to mourn over moms death, then to worry about him.
Tommy could feel his eyes start to water again.
How many times has he cried?
Do tears run out?
Will he die from crying to much?
Maybe he can join kristain.
Tommy starts to sob.
Why must life be so hard.
Just then Tommys phone goes off.
Huh. it seems like tubbo texted.
Tommy grabbed his phone and looked at it.
Hey Tom
I heard about kristian, i am so srry. ranboos srry 2.
If there is anyway we can help please let us know! we are here for u man!
We know how u r feeling big man
Text us if u r feeling better! :)
Tommy scoffed.
How was he supposed to feel better so quickly?
And why were they sorry? They didnt kill kristian.
They dont know how he feels.
They cant help him.
no one can help him.
Hes alone.
Tommy squeezed his phone and threw it at the wall in anger.
He sat there for a moment, staring at the now broken phone.
Why did he do that.
Why cant he feel bad for breaking it?
The boy saw his vision blur even more.
He just let it.
The boy started to sob loudly.
He didnt know why he was but he couldnt stop it.
Not that Tommy wanted to.
He just let it go.
His eyes where the window to his broken soul and he let the world see that.
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Body System
FanfictionA short story about Tommyinnits day to day life slowly getting more and more sad untill he ends it. TW: Major character death.