Tommys muscles ached. He felt like he couldnt move.
Why did his body hurt so much?
He hasnt done anything bad to make it feel like he cant walk.
Everytime Tommy tried to walk his knees would buckles down beneath him and his legs would shake so much he would have to sit down.
Why isnt he allowed to move?
Is it because he hasnt eaten?
Or is it because his body is so used to laying on his bed.
Tommy just wants to feel ok.
why isnt he able to feel ok?
Its been a few months since Kritsians death. Phil and his brothers seemed fine.
Why wasnt he allowed to seem fine?
Why isnt Tommy allowed to be fine.
Everything hurts so much.
Tommy stays in his bed. not being abe to walk away nor wanting to.
What if he just ended it?
Would his family care?
No.
Would his friends care?
Not really.
Everyone thought Tommy was annoying and mean.
So they should be happy if he left.
What is he thinking?
He shouldnt be thinking about this.
Tommy should be thinking of getting better.
Why doesnt he want to get better?..
Tommys phone started to ring.
He didnt have the energy to answer it.
It was weird how the thing still worked even tho he's chucked it at the wall so many times.
Why is his phone still holding on even when its broken?
It doesnt make sense.
But it just kept ringing.
Tommy tried to cover his ears so he can ignore it but his body was to tired to do anything but lay there.
So thats what Tommy did.
He laid there.
Eventually the phone stopped.
Thank god.
Tommy could finally try to sleep.
Maybe that would make him feel better.
Maybe sleep would stop his muscles from aching.
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Body System
FanfictionA short story about Tommyinnits day to day life slowly getting more and more sad untill he ends it. TW: Major character death.