Upon winter peaks -A Journal of my life-

4/1/2023

Ah yes, the Winter who keeps leaving and coming back..
The name is actually really fitting when I think about this.
And yeah, I have come back, once again, I nearly deleted this journal but left it up in case someone might learn something from it.
I have learned a lot in the time I was gone, I got older (I am 23 now) and have found new friends and have grown as a person (okay, that's not new, I always do that, growing I mean)
So, what made me come back to subs?
Well I started thinking about them again and why they might not have worked for me, wich led me to research about Subliminal affirmations and placebo effects, this then led to me trying to prove to myself that they are just a placebo effect thing and all the small results I thought I had in the beginning (wich seemed to vanish after a while) were just part of the placebo effect.
Well I still think that most of my initial results were at least partially from the placebo effect, but I came to another realization recently, maybe the first changes are mentally and not physically, even for physical subs with the physical results taking longer to become noticeable.
So if I for example were to use a shapeshifting sub I would have to look inside my mind first before trying to find results in the more physical parts.

So yeah, I also started reading another journal (from an avian) wich reminded me of updating this journal :)
I am not an avian, but I always find their stuff to be really interesting!

I also joined a discord server and found some really nice people there!

So, for the sub I am using, I won't say much, just that it is a shapeshifter sub and that I am going to try and stick with it for at least a month!

As for updates, I can't promise that they will come regularly but I will try to remember to post them :)

Have a nice day!

-Winter