𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐁𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 || 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐢

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It was like every single day for you. The shows were getting boring, the paintings were being repetitive, the ceiling and fan were the same, and your body was getting tired of it. You were done. Everything was in repeat.

Every morning, Saiki always goes somewhere as he leaves you alone. What kind of kidnapper hostage just leaves their victims out in the open like this? You could literally escape. You tried to escape, but it didn't work. There were so many ways you could escape right now, but you didn't even have to capacity to do so. Sugarcoating the obsessed kidnapping killer was already hard enough, and you were getting bored of using this fake smile around him.

Maybe I could try and graze this rope with the knife pallet again.

You were making progress with the wire. You could've escaped if Saiki wouldn't have changed it every once a month. Even he thinks one step ahead. You look at the clock up at the wall, watching it record.

I hate that fucking camera. What a fucking creep.

You felt like a dog stuck in your cage. Every day, you hope to even get out of the house, but the house was getting way too boring as well. It was only a matter of time for you to bring as much trust on Saiki if you could actually touch some grass.

Can you believe it? You actually want to touch some grass.

When you heard the door open faintly from out your room, you quickly get up, excited for what has to come next. At least there's finally some action going on.

Time to act a smile again.

When you hear your door open, you stand up and smile so wide, even though you didn't want to. Saiki looked too gruesome to even be looked at.

"You're back!" you say, "What'd you do at school while I was here?"

"Nothing much. No one suspected anything about me," Saiki says, putting down his bag by the door, "There's still people thinking of you, which is mildly infuriating. How could they think of you today when they were never there in the first place?"

I wonder why.

"It's okay," you say, "At least someone knows where I am."

Saiki looks up to you and smiles. He brings his hand over your head as you quickly shut your eyes, become stiff as you brought your hands into a fist. He realized this reaction and slowly caress your head, making you look up. He found your eyes still afraid of him, making him feel sad that you still don't trust him.

"Why are you still afraid? You know I won't hurt you anymore."

"I-I'm sorry. It was just o-out of instinct and-

Then Saiki hugs you, making you almost fall from the sudden impact. With his hand caressing your back and his other covering the back of your head, he lays his cheek on the top of your head as you brought your hands around his waist, worried that you'd mess things up.