Rain (A Phanfiction) ON HOLD

Tea.

"I love you too" Phil's eyes suddenly grew wider, as his heart pumped faster and faster. Dan had a look of disbelief on his face. "Excuse me?!" 

"I love you too Dan.." Phil repeated croakily. 

"Wha-? What? I thought.."

"I love you Dan, you thought I didn't love you? I thought you didn't love me! I felt so alone and I just couldn't tell you!" Phil started, getting wound up. 

Dan slid into the bed next to Phil, keeping contact with his sapphire eyes, which he was jus hopelessly lost in. He wrapped his arms around the one he loved and held him close, phil flinched a little as he was still shaken up from the mugging. dan, still looking in those precious eyes, meaningfully. Getting closer, their noses touched and Dan knew what to do from there.

Their lips touched, Dan's were warm and soft, as were Phil's. this moment seemed to last forever, making Dan dizzy, but he didn't care. He was finally holding and kissing Phil. Nothing else mattered at that moment. They both closed their eyes, finally breaking the gaze they had for a few minutes. Phil breathed in Dan's scent, he smelt so good, so friendly, welcoming, the smell he loved. Phil broke off the kiss. "Dan..."

"Shhh" Dan interrupted.

They both laid their, processing what just happened. The warmth of their bodies, fused their thoughts as they snuggled up under the covers.

Phil started nodding off due to the pain of his battered body. He felt Dan's arms wrap around him, making him feel secure and safe. They both drifted into a sea of blackness, sleeping peacefully. Finally their stars had crossed and they found their love for each other. 

Phil awoke from the sound of a crash, coming from outside his cosy bed. He tried to gather the memories of last night, and what had happened the previous day. He didnt want to feel this pain he was feeling. The flashbacks from yesterday had started fill each crevis of his mind, filling his beautiful diamond eyes with liquid pain. He reached to his right, wanting to feel the warmth of Dan's body, but feeling none. His limbs became stiff, and his skin became colder. 

Dan woke up, to the beautiful sight of his, wait, was phil his boyfriend? Was it a dream? What happened last night? He got up, as he noticed he was still in his jeans and his llamas with hats top. Phil looked so beautiful, breathing slowly. Dan though "I hope he can't feel pain while he's sleeping." Dan headed towards his bedroom door, as he passed Phil, he gave him a soft peck on the cheek, not wanting to wake him. He walked to the kitchen making two mugs of steaming tea. Dan was too busy, thinking about last night, he dropped the teaspoon he was using to stir the tea, making a loud pang on the flour. "SHIT!" He had probably woke Phil. He didn't want to come acrods Phil's pain filled eyes. 

Phil arrised from the warm bed into, suprisingly, Dan's warm room. He always loved being in Dan's room, the smell, he loved Dan's scent, it was warm, cosy and friendly, the amount of awesome stuff in it, and most importantly because it was Dan's. Phil padded along the hallway of their shared apartment and came across dan, wiping the floor, he must of dropped something.

Dan heard Phil, plodding around the flat. "Oh shit! Fucking hell! Its going to be so awkward! What have i done?!" Just as Dan thought that, Phil started to say "Dan... About yesterday...? I'm sorry, I think... Don't worry." They both sighed as Phil couldn't finish his sentence.

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It was getting close to darkness, as the sun was sinking, producing the most amazing sunset across the sky. Beautiful oranges, pinks and yellows were painted on the blue canvas, Phil though it looked stunning, absolutly breath taking, and the warm colours reflected in his eyes, making them go a sweet peach colour with patches of deep blue. Anyone could get lost in them. Phil stared into the distance, as he stood on the balcony, allowing his thoughts to trail back to the previous night, "Why did I say I loved dan back?! I'm so stupid! I should of kept it quite, I fucked everything up! I love Dan... but what is the world going to say when they find out?! Maybe if i talked to Dan we could clear things up, but I cant look in his eyes without wanting to kiss his beautiful, soft, caring lips..." By now his thoughts had made him lay down on the floor and curl up in a little ball. He couldn't move, he didn't want to move. He wanted to stay there forever.

While Phil was slowly breaking down on the floor, due to his thoughts and utter pain he was in from the beating yeaterday, Dan was pacing up and down his room, worrying about last night. Their minds must of connected somehow because they were both regretting what they had said. "Sadly, i can't go back in time, but maybe me and Phil should talk about this. I mean, it can't be that bad right? Phil couldn't possibly love him. He probably just told me that because he was dillutional, he had just been beated up for god sake. I hate myself! He's my best friend, why can he be more?!" Dans thoughts trailed on for yet another ten minutes before he went to talk to Phil, he needed to sort  it out.

 As dan walked out of his room, down the hall, he realised it had been hours since he last saw Phil. Dan had been worrying in his room for hours, only to come to conclude that he had to talk to phil. He walked into the living room, and spotted Phil, on the floor, outside, on the balcony. 

"Phil?" His voice, full of concern and sadness. Again he said "Phil?!" but louder. The hours Dan had been in his room, Phil hadslipped in and our of consiousness,but now, he was in full blown darness and there was nothing that would open his eyes. "PHIL! Wake up!" Dan shook the motionless body.