EPIPHANY

PART II

We've arrived parked. Then Gavin let go of my arm and opened the door for me
"What is this..."
Gavin chuckled lightly. "Special for my princess Alleta..."
I rolled my eyes.
"I'm not princess Alleta!"
"But you look just like Ana you know!"
said Gavin. "It's okay to come in
there, see what date is today, don't forget to do routine activities?"
I patted my head slowly.
"Jeez, yes! I forgot."
"This one that relapses is actually a disease you forget, even though those that don't relapse are even worse," grumbled Gavin, displeased.
I sighed softly.
"Already there, we go straight to the hospital."
I walked in, followed by Gavin.
I really don't love to see Vin, I can't imagine your reaction if I complain of pain near you.....
"You didn't forget to take the medicine routinely?" Ask Doctor Hans.
I squeezed my hand. "Y-yes doc," I said.
The handsome doctor smiled kindly.
"Don't ever forget to take your medicine, it's dangerous for you."
Gavin just listened to our conversation, I know that after this he will definitely ask a lot of questions, or even scold me.
"Let's add the check-up schedule, okay?
so 2 times a week, how about it?" asked Doctor Hans.
Both Gavin and I were both shocked.
"B-but why doc?" I asked.
Doctor Hans showed some of the symptoms in the photo!
actually I don't know, but I just pay attention to what he says.
"How do you explain it, but the point is that in the future you have to do dialysis more regularly. As you know, chronic kidney failure cannot be separated from dialysis"
I lowered my head.
Instantly my enthusiasm for life disappeared.
"You really can't stop washing the blood huh?" I whispered.
Doctor Hans shook his head, "Stopping dialysis in people with chronic kidney failure can actually increase the severity of the disease which is terminal."
I held Gavin's hand tightly, my fear was getting worse.
"Okay, it's enough to just get here for today's check-up, in three or four days, don't forget to check-up again."
"Thank you doctor Hans,"
"Be careful on the way."
I nodded my head, then we me and Gavin stood up and said goodbye to him.....
Gavin and I had just finished our check-up, and we were still sitting on one of the chairs in the aisles of the hospital. This fear. This fear is getting worse. I don't even know when all of this will end. By ending I mean my time on earth.
"All, don't tell me you ever forgot to take your medicine?" asked Gavin.
Okay, I have to prepare my ears from now on.
"Um... um... that..."
Gavin looked embarrassed, "Isn't that right?" he insisted.
I nodded slowly making Gavin roll his eyes, scary funny like that.
"A few days ago I forgot to take my medicine."
"Yes but why can you __"
"Alleta? Gavin? What are you doing here?........
"Let's go home,"
I'm still shaking. Until my body jerked softly because Gavin put his arm around my shoulder.
"Why else? What's the matter again?" he asked.
I just shook my head slowly. "Jevan again?"
Actually, you don't need to say what's on my mind, because basically Gavin can already guess it all.
"Do I need to tell Jevan, so he will realize?"
I immediately turned to Gavin.
"Big noooo!" I shouted. "Please, vin, I really don't want to ruin our friendship."
"Yeah, how long are you going to go on like this?
Where will he be sensitive to you,
Gavin Putra isn't really sensitive to people, but I'm very grateful for that other trait. Because he can't see how I feel about him.
I sat up, looked down at my white shoes.
"It's better like this, at least it doesn't damage the relationship between the three of us."
We've arrived parked. Then Gavin let go of my arm and opened the door for me
"What is this..."
Gavin chuckled lightly. "Special for my princess Alleta..."
I rolled my eyes.
"I'm not princess Alleta!"
"But you look just like Ana you know!"
said Gavin. "It's okay to come in
there, see what date is today, don't forget to do routine activities?"
I patted my head slowly.
"Jeez, yes! I forgot."
"This one that relapses is actually a disease you forget, even though those that don't relapse are even worse," grumbled Gavin, displeased.
I sighed softly.
"Already there, we go straight to the hospital."
I walked in, followed by Gavin.
I really don't love to see Vin, I can't imagine your reaction if I complain of pain near you.....
"You didn't forget to take the medicine routinely?" Ask Doctor Hans.
I squeezed my hand. "Y-yes doc," I said.
The handsome doctor smiled kindly.
"Don't ever forget to take your medicine, it's dangerous for you."
Gavin just listened to our conversation, I know that after this he will definitely ask a lot of questions, or even scold me.
"Let's add the check-up schedule, okay?
so 2 times a week, how about it?" asked Doctor Hans.
Both Gavin and I were both shocked.
"B-but why doc?" I asked.
Doctor Hans showed some of the symptoms in the photo!
actually I don't know, but I just pay attention to what he says.
"How do you explain it, but the point is that in the future you have to do dialysis more regularly. As you know, chronic kidney failure cannot be separated from dialysis"
I lowered my head.
Instantly my enthusiasm for life disappeared.
"You really can't stop washing the blood huh?" I whispered.
Doctor Hans shook his head, "Stopping dialysis in people with chronic kidney failure can actually increase the severity of the disease which is terminal."
I held Gavin's hand tightly, my fear was getting worse.
"Okay, it's enough to just get here for today's check-up, in three or four days, don't forget to check-up again."
"Thank you doctor Hans,"
"Be careful on the way."
I nodded my head, then we me and Gavin stood up and said goodbye to him.....
Gavin and I had just finished our check-up, and we were still sitting on one of the chairs in the aisles of the hospital. This fear. This fear is getting worse. I don't even know when all of this will end. By ending I mean my time on earth.
"All, don't tell me you ever forgot to take your medicine?" asked Gavin.
Okay, I have to prepare my ears from now on.
"Um... um... that..."
Gavin looked embarrassed, "Isn't that right?" he insisted.
I nodded slowly making Gavin roll his eyes, scary funny like that.
"A few days ago I forgot to take my medicine."
"Yes but why can you __"
"Alleta? Gavin? What are you doing here?........