EPIPHANY

Part X

I'm looking for Jevan every corner of the school. Even several times asked the students who passed by. I hope Jevan isn't home yet, because the bell has just rung. And Jevan should still be around the school. My last hope is the Canteen. Chances are he's there, now my feet feel numb. The cafeteria wasn't too crowded, only a few students. My eyes searched all the students who were there. And my eyes are locked to see the figure I've been looking for all day.
I immediately ran to catch up with John. Afraid of him disappearing again.
"Jevan." I held his hand, making him turn around and was surprised to see me still breathing.
My eyes fell on the flower bucket
in his hands. Ah... did he want to shoot Lami?
"Lo? What's wrong sis?" he exclaimed.
"I want to talk to you," I glanced around, which was not too crowded.
"But not here."
I immediately pulled Jevan's hand to the rooftop without asking permission again. Because this is very urgent.
The view on the rooftop is really very beautiful. And it's the right time. John shook my hand roughly.
"What do you want alll?"
"Je." interrupted me. "I would like to have a moment of your time."
Ivan chuckled softly.
Why did you take me to the rooftop? there is a misunderstanding later. Besides, you also know that I'm close to Lami," he snapped.
I lowered my head and tried to hold back my tears.
"Je..." I called softly, even my voice almost disappeared. "I just wanna say..
I lifted my head and looked at John's face. I miss this sweet man in front of me. I searched every inch of his face, because maybe this is the last time I see Jevan.
cup.
I pressed my lips on Jevan's, and Jevan was just silent, he didn't even try to distance himself. Before it got too late, I let go of my lips.
"This is my first kiss Je," I took one step back. "Thanks for everything Je, for our friendship too."
Jevan still silent, I took a breath for a moment.
"And I just want you to know, that I've liked you all this time. I'm sorry I was a coward, I didn't dare to say that earlier- ah I'm not not brave... I just want to maintain the friendship between the three of us."
I'm slowly but surely backwards. I saw Jevan trying to grab my hand but I quickly dodged it.
"You mean..?"
I immediately left Jevan alone on the rooftop and met Gavin who was downstairs. Just a few more stairs, I saw Gavin who smiled warmly then he spread his hands.
bugg. I immediately hugged the body
that tall "You're great!" said Gavin...
"Well... I hope the dialysis will be successful this time." Doctor Hans smiled warmly.
This time I will wash the blood again, and still be accompanied by Gavin.
Gavin continued to encourage me throughout the trip even though he knew it didn't really matter to me.
Because in fact I am still sad to remember what happened on the rooftop earlier.
"You have to succeed in this last dialysis," said Gavin. "If it works, I promise to buy you lots of ice cream."
I smiled brightly. Ice cream is my favourite. But if I remember the ice cream it makes me remember the moment the three of us used to be...
"Jeee! I want a lot of ice cream!" I whined.
Gavin shook his head. "Just one, no more. You'll get sick later."
I pursed my lips in annoyance, but that all changed because Gavin whispered something in my ear.
"Later, if we don't have Jeje, we'll buy more!" whispered Gavin.
"Really?" I exclaimed.
Jevan hit Gavin's arm
slow. "What did you poison Alletta?"
"There dehhhhhh"
I giggled. "Jeje can't know!" I grumbled.
"What?" -Jevan
"That's our secret." Gavin
"How come I can't know All?" Jevan
"Alletta?"
"Alletta Marwa?"
"All?!"
I jerked slowly. "Huh? Eh?
Why?"
"What are you thinking?" asked Gavin. "I've been calling you."
I scratched the nape of my neck which didn't itch "Nothing, just thinking about it."
"What thoughts?"
Before I answered, doctor Hans' voice stopped our conversation.
"Alleta Marwa, let's start."
I nodded my head, but before I entered the room with white nuances, I looked back to see Gavin who was still faithfully in place.
I went back to Gavin and hugged him tightly. "Hey, why?" asked panicked. "You are scared?
I nodded slowly hugging him.
"Come in, doctor Hans has been waiting for you."
I left Gavin alone again, right in front of the usual room I used. I turned to Gavin again.
"Bye Gavin." I waved my hand at Gavin, the tall man also didn't hesitate to wave his hand at me. Then I disappeared after entering the room where doctor Hans was already in it.
I hope this is not our last meeting Vin....