Chapter 40

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Hyunjin's POV

I don't know what was Woojin's plan but I felt happy that he let me see Felix for the very last time. I know after we met, I will do what he wants which is to go with him and take me to my world, I am very confused why did he let my favor happen and now he is supporting me to save Felix and smile at me.

I don't want to understand what is happening because all I want is to save Felix from suiciding.

As I open the door, I saw nothing in the room and when I check the kitchen there's still no sign of his presence until I heard a loud bang in the bathroom.

"Felix!" I open the door of the bathroom and I saw him continuously cutting his wrist. I come to him as fast as I can to take the blade he was holding in hat was about to cut his wrist all over again, as I cupped his face I whispered his name but he just look at me and smile like an idiot, I bet he's not on the right state of mind... He's drunk.

I please him to stop what he was doing and I hug him tightly and I didn't realized I am crying to his situation.

"My Yongbokie, I am here Jinnie is here, I won't gonna leave you again okay?" Then I kissed his forehead and about to kiss him but...

Felix look at me with an unconscious look and push me away from him.

"Then what? Leaving me again? How many freaking times did you say that to me Hwang Hyunjin? How many times you PROMISED me that you won't leave me ever again huh? I'm so tired of this bullshit Hyunjin, you know how much I Love You I always waited for you but look at me! I felt so pity to myself to the point that I don't wanna be ME!" Felix shouted and he hit my chest using his fist, I just accept it... because I didn't feel any pain on the outside, because I felt so much pain in the inside... inside my heart.

As I look at him, he's crying and broken. I just thought how bad I am, how useless I am to be his partner in life. We have different world I am not even real I am an Anime I am a fucking bastard to let him believe me that I won't ever leave him until we get old.

I am crying like he cries. I just hug him but I only heard the sobs that we have made together. Until Felix stops crying and thought that he chose to calm but I'm wrong... because when I look at him, he's pale and numb, he didn't open his eyes as I call him and his heart beat were slowly fading...

"Felix? Hey Felix? Oh come on Felix" I said in panicking but I don't know what to do a reason for me to shout and ask for a help.

"HELP! SOMEBODY HELP PLEASE!" I shout all over again while crying hysterically until...

"Let me help you, let me take him to the hospital" Woojin says and he is... crying?

After we get to his car, he ask me to drive through the hospital and he will guide Felix at the backseat. I'm just looking at him how genuine, he's carrying Felix now like he was Felix's brother, he's whispering something and rubbing his hand through Felix's hair until...

"Don't look at us DRIVE!" He shouted in concerned and I blink my eyes many times and forgot that we need to take Felix in the hospital.

After we get into the hospital finally Felix has been admitted in to the room. Both of us felt relief and we are waiting on the outside and no one is talking between us.

The Doctor comes out and ask who is the relative of Felix, and I was about to stand up but...

"Me Doctor Joon, I am Kim Woojin, I'm his Brother" Woojin said and hurriedly go to the Doctor's office.

I don't want to feel Jealous as long as I can because, what I felt is happiness.

I am sitting alone in the waiting area until someone handed me a coffee.

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