Chapter 32

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Once I'm already to the restroom, I can't control my tears to be fallen, it's just... I can't see him happy with the another guy especially Seungmin his original lover in this Anime Series. I know it's all my fault that I left him and broke his heart but... how about me? He didn't know my side, he fucking didn't know that I didn't even like my own decision. I'm fucking doomed and I fucking wish I am the reason of him smiling, laughing, and being inlove but... it's all too late.

I left the restroom with my puffy eyes and I hate myself for being sensitive whenever I've got hurt. I'm walking peacefully to the corridor until I bump into someone.

"Why do I always saw you crying? Am I the guardian angel that God gave me to you?" Someone asked me but I can't familiarize his voice because he is wearing a mask I guess. I look at to the man who spoke to me and it was Changbin Hyung.

I don't know why I can't stick to this man in front of me, it's just... I can't use another guy as a rebound just to show Hyunjin that I'm happy without him because I have a new one... I'm not that typical kind of guy you know use another man just to make him jealous or what so ever, and as long as I can, I'll do anything to myself without someone to fix my broken heart.

I look at to Changbin Hyung and I just smiled to him and he still looking me like he used before. I can literally say he's doing this kind of treatment just to tell that he still hoping that I will like him back but... I can't... I don't want to hurt someone just to ease this bullshit feeling.

My feelings for Hyunjin.

"Hey Changbin bro!" Leeknow shouted and he walk closer to us.

"Changbin you're the next one, you and Han need to shoot now for the product endorsement together with the new model Woo Young"

"Oh really, so Felix see you later? Are you free tonight?" Changbin Hyung asked me but Leeknow cutted him off.

"My boy, you can't make it up dinner date with Felix, your shoot will be done so late, as long as I remember the shooting ends in 10pm"

"Holy crap really? Why do I even accept it"

"For money dude, don't be stupid" Leeknow laughed and Changbin Hyung waved at me and he is giving me an action sign that he will text me and I just smile and nod.

Leeknow then waved goodbye to Changbin and he look at me.

"You look not really well" He asked me and I just shook my head then signal him that I need to go but he hold my wrist a reason for me to stop.

"Look I don't have any obligation today, my work is all done, wanna join me today to make you feel okay? I promise you will feel relief, I know it's all about him right?"

I stopped and stare to him. How can this man looks so rude and intimidating but for real he is a soft hearted person.

"I thought you were angry to me then why" Before I finish my statement he dragged me inside the elevator.

"No time for drama, I told you this right? That I know you have a reason, so stop overthinking just for this day okay? And as your Hyung... I can be your comfort person even if we're not that close" After he said that, I smiled to his statement cause it really brings me hope to not give up and this is my first time to feel comfortable to him.

After a long drive, I cannot explain how happy I am. We literally enjoyed everything we took a photo, we eat, we do some activities to relax and I am very thankful to this man, I really appreciate him now. Han is so lucky to have him, besides for being caring this man is very pure and kind.

After a long and tiring enjoyable day. Leeknow Hyung asked me to eat ice cream at the garden since we already exchange likes and dislikes to know each other more. It's almost 8pm in the evening but we re still here in the location that full of memories of us enjoying our icecream.

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