Secrets revealed (gabenath)

Chapter 10: A blood stained cloth

TW(trigger warning) this chapter contains self harm please be aware of this before you read

As Nathalie went to go get the wash cloth she was feeling so guilty so angry and so upset at herself.
This mixture of emotions was torture for her. As she grabbed a cloth from her bathroom she noticed a razor sitting on the counter.

Something in her head was telling her
You know your a horrible person
Just cut up your awful self you deserve it anyway

She picked it up and swiftly cut her arm is felt good. so she did it once more and then again and again until the cuts began to burn.
When she realized what she had done she used the wetted wash cloth she had gotten for Adrian to clean the cuts.
Once she was done she used toilet paper to bandage her arm and then she rolled her sleeve back down

She then threw away the bloody cloth and then made a new one for Adrian.

Here you go Adrien.

Thank you Nathalie.
Adrian placed the cloth on his head

Is that better?

Yes it is.

Get some rest. I'll be downstairs if you need anything.

Ok.

She then made a new entry in her journal.
And titled it. A blood stained cloth.

Then she left to go to her room

Litte did Nathalie know Gabriel was watching and waiting for her to leave.
When she did he went in and began to read the new entry.

A blood stained cloth

Another day has passed nothing matters anymore
I'm a horrible person. I betrayed the man I love I've hurt Adrien. I'm so horrible. Escaping my guilt by cutting. Washing away the blood. And throwing away the blood stained...cloth.

Betrayed?
How?
When?
Why?
Don't!
So many questions ran through Gabriel's mind.
How did nathaile betray him?
Why was she cutting?
When did she start?
Don't!
He decided to flip though the journal to see if he could find out anything else.

When he saw the title
Tigress noir
He stopped

I hate myself for this
I had to help Adrian to make up for all the times I hurt him. By taking his miraculous
And becoming tigress noir

What!?