Chapter 12

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by queen_cam99

by queen_cam99

Song of the Chapter: Loser - BIGBANG

"Jae~ make sure to support us tonight, ara?" Junhoe taps my shoulders as I look at him from my laptop and smiled as I nodded and then, he proceeded to the practice room. My brother and his members are going to compete tonight in a dance competition and I really can't to see my brother dance, no, Jinhwan dance. I really should stop thinking about him and focus on my life. The end.

"DONGSAENG!" Oh god. Hanbin is so loud.

"WHAT!?"

"I LOVE YOU!"

"I HATE YOU TOO. MWAH!" I yelled out frustratedly as I grabbed my laptop and went towards the piano, trying out the beat that I created while I played some notes in the keyboard. I smiled as I found the tune and wrote the chords while I sit on the chair, analyzing the beat and its chords. I sighed, banging my head on the keyboard, making it sound like a horror bang and I slapped my cheeks before focusing back to the song again.

"Yah, you can't concentrate if you won't do it in your studio." Hanbin suddenly appears in my side like an angel (pfft, angel devil) and I narrowed my eyes at him before grabbing laptop and strutting towards my studio, finally having a peace of mind. "Agh, I need to finish this." I mumbled as I plug in my acoustic guitar and tried to match the beat from the laptop until I found it and smiled.

-Fast Forward (meh too lazy)-

"Sit back and relax okay? Meet me in the backstage after." Hanbin instructs as he pushed me softly on a chair where it was exclusive and placed a kiss on my forehead before walking out of my sight. "Good luck guys, fighting!" I high fived the other members who passed by and Jinhwan waves before sitting next to me. "Good luck." I give him two thumbs up and he nods, kissing my cheek making me blush as he walked away. Stop this Jinhwan, I don't wanna lose a single bet. Not ever and not even when its you.

"And now, lets welcome. iKon!"

"Hanbin oppa!" I yelled as I waved and he waves back, winking before the music starts up and they begin to dance to CL's MTBD then Rocket then Hot In Here. They were so good that I kept on cheering until I just saw Jinhwan lifting his shirt up and it reminded me that day, on his apartment where he just removed his shirt in front of me, with my virgin eyes open. Okay, to admit, he looks hot when dancing. Oh shit, I'm saying nonsense. I'm so crazy that I should stop.

"Oppa~" I ran towards my brother who was smiling while opening his arms and to tease him, I ducked under his arm and hugged the person behind which was Junhoe. We all laughed as Hanbin turned to me and pouted, making me hug him while squealing all of a sudden. "I'm sure you guys will win." I did a fighting sign and they laughed, pulling me into a big group hug as another group performs on stage. "I don't think that we'll win." Chanwoo says negatively as we watched another group perform.

"Think positive dude." Bobby pats his back as we waited for the announcing of winners. I was getting nervous and excited as I waited and waited until the uninvited came. "iKON!" The boys all cheered as they ran up on the stage and I clapped my hands as I watch them in their victory. Lucky lads.

"One frappucino and the usual please." I smiled at the cashier as I rolled up my sleeves and waited for my order as I look around until the two drinks were handed to me and I smiled again, paying for the drinks and walked out of the cafe, feeling a bit brighter than usual since I'm going to Jinhwan's and leave a drink for him. I took a deep breath before pressing the code of his apartment and entered, leaving the cup on the table near the door and immediately closed the door.

"What are you doing?"

I let out a squeal as I got surprised by Jinhwan who was in my back all the time and I gulped, shaking my head and he smirks, pinning me on the door of his apartment. Okay, what the heck is going on with him again? "Are you losing the bet already?"

How could I forget that? Aish, I'm a pabo. With my temper rising, I managed to push him but he just pinned my wrists beside my head.

"Are you losing the bet?" I retorted sarcastically and he gives me a glare.

"Stupid, I would never fall in love with a girl like you." His words stabbed me in the heart like a damn knife. It felt like the world stopped moving and my heart just broke and it was threw out to the garbage. I never expected this, I thought he changed for the better yet it was just an act. It was all an act, his hugs, our small talks and the way he stole kisses from me three times were all nothing to him. Okay, it hurts. It fucking hurts.

"As if I'll fall with a jerk like you."

And from that moment, I swear I'll build up my wall again, I'll be the same girl that he knew years ago. The girl who hates him to death. I'll never fall into his trap again and I promise this.

I won't love him anymore.

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A/N: it's a little bit dramatic so I'm sorry. I'm having second thoughts if I should make a Hanbin ff or not? Comment your suggestions and vote. Kamsanida, saranghaeyo!

—queen