iKon: Conflicted Hearts | k.jh

Chapter 1

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Kim Han Jae

My life is pretty much normal. I belong to a rich family but my parents are always away for some business trip shits but good thing that I have a brother with me. His name is Hanbin but his friends prefer to call him B.I which totally sucks for me since he isn't that charismatic when it comes to us, alone in home. But he has a charm that attracts girls and thats what I totally hate. Girls always find a way to get close with him or even flirt with him but I love my brother to not let that happen.

"Oppa, I'm going for a walk." I called out for Hanbin who was in the practice room of our house but he probably won't mind me since his practice is more important to him. He won't sometimes appreciate the efforts I do to him but nonetheless I still love my brother and no one can change that fact. "And who said you'll go out with thin clothes, its cold today." I was surprised when he walked out of the practice with an extra hoodie in his arm.

"What are you doing?" I quirked an eyebrow at him as he helped me slip in the hoodie that he owns and he smiles, grabbing my hair that was stuck at the back of the hoodie and pulled it out. "I'm acting like a brother here." He crossed his arms and I rolled my eyes at him. "Never expected that you'll act like one." I gave him my best poker face and patted his shoulder while turning around and walked towards the door. Did I really encountered the Kim Hanbin?

"Han Jae!"

"Oh, hey Junhoe." I waved at him with a smile as I walked in the pavement. He smiles, waving at me and approached me. Koo Junhoe is my closest one in the circle of friends of my brother and he really is a charming lad. "Something new?" He asked with a laugh as he placed his hands on his hoodie pockets and I smiled before it turned into a frown.

"Oppa seemed to be in a good mood today. He acted like a brother for once."

"I never expected that hyung will do that, especially to his only sister." He teased, pinching my cheek and I swat his hand away, massaging my cheek while giving him a playful glare which he laughed at. "Me either, we always fight but I wonder what he ate for breakfast." I rolled my eyes at the thought of my brat of a brother and he laughs again, smacking my arm.

"I have to go, Bobby hyung must be looking for me. Annyeong!" He waved as he jogged away and I nod, waving back and went towards the nearest cafe that I love to go when I need to think especially when my brother is acting weird since earlier. That was very unusual of him since he starts fights and he always ignored me when I talk to him. So that was the very first time he actually cared and gave me his hoodie. What a cool brother.

"The usual please." I smiled at the cashier and he smiles, nodding his head. They already know my order since they know me and again, I always come here to do some thinking. My usual coffee was handed to me and I paid for it, approaching an empty table and sat alone, sipping on the hot coffee. Why is Hanbin suddenly acting like a caring brother? Did he pranked me? Did he take some drugs? Nah.

"Thinking so deep that I might drown."

"Hongseok oppa, what are you doing here?" I asked as he sat across and smiled at me while he took a sip on his frappe. "Oh, I was going for a walk until I saw you, thinking over something." He says, leaning on his elbow and I sighed, nodding my head as I continued to sip on the hot coffee. "Tell me, did something happen?" He asks with wide eyes. Why do everyone in his group knows our sibling fights?

"He's in a good mood, trust me." I rolled my eyes and he laughs, throwing his head back and I sighed. I need peace to think properly and Hanbin's friend is not helping me think. "He's acting weird, he's more like a brother now." I quickly added and a smile grows on his face while he listens to me blabber.

"You don't know? Hanbin always talks about you whenever the group's complete." I can't believe what I'm hearing right now. Thats totally not my brother. He just ignores me in school and won't even bother to talk to me every time I say hi. "He keeps on saying cute things about you and he even says that he loves you even though he might not show it to you." I almost cringed at Hongseok's statement but I chose to listen to him.

"And the reason why he keeps on making fights is because he just wants a sister to keep his mood. He wants you to keep him company while he has problems and thats why he finds it cute whenever you guys fight." He continues again as he laughed and I really can't believe what I'm hearing from him right now. This isn't Hanbin. He's not like that, he said that he hates me and doesn't want me to disturb him.

"And lastly, he ignores you in school because he doesn't want girls to hate you, he doesn't want you to get hurt when everyone will know that you're his sister. Every time that he sees you alone and sad, it hurts him the most because he can't be there to cheer you up. He wants you to be safe and secure. You probably don't know but Hanbin hyung always watches you from afar." He ended with a small smile and he pats my hand.

"Don't spill." He threatened and I laughed, nodding my head and he waves goodbye as he stood up and walked away, leaving me confused on my thoughts. Now that I know everything, I don't know what to act in front of my brother.

My pain-in-the-ass brother.

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A/N: Alright peoplllleeeeee. Hello, its author-nim. Hope you enjoy the first chapter and I won't be updating until this book reaches like 150 reads and 20 votes. So please, i love you all. Kpoppers out there.

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