Geek Without His Beauty

Fourteen

There was a knock on my door not long after the guys went back downstairs. "YN, it's me and Sidney. Open up!" I unlocked the door, opening it to see Tatum and Sidney standing there. "Girl, what the hell are you doing here by yourself?" Tatum asked, pushing past me. "She caught Randy kissing another girl," Sidney told her sitting on the chair in the corner while Tatum sat on my bed. I was going to kill Billy and his big ass mouth.

I rolled my eyes and walked over to sit on the bed beside Tatum. "It's nothing. I just overreacted," I said. Tatum scoffed and shook her head. "No you did not! What the fuck is his problem? He's been trying to get on your good side again for the past two years. And on top of that he's been staying here to make sure you're safe…" I mumbled something under my breath and two sets of eyes bore into me. "Excuse?! He fucked you?!" I slapped my hand over Tatum's mouth, "shut the fuck!" I hissed. There was no way they didn't hear that.

"YOU FUCKED MY SISTER AND THEN DECIDED TO KISS SOME BIMBO ACTRESS! YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD MEEKS!"

I looked over at Tatum and she shrugged. Sidney was trying to hold back her laughter but failed. She broke out into a fit of laughter shortly followed by me and Tatum. We could hear Stu trying to calm Billy down and keep him from killing Randy. "Think maybe we should go help?" Sidney asked. We all sighed, rolling our eyes and headed for the stairs.

Stu was holding Billy back the best he could. "It was a misunderstanding! Maybe if she would fucking let me explain she would see that!" Randy yelled. I scoffed and his head whipped around. Sidney went over to Billy and pulled on his arm. He calmed down immediately and Stu let him go. "You can do whatever the fuck you want to, Randy. But don't fucking act like it was nothing. It was very clear you didn't want to stop her and I can't blame you. Maybe I should be sorry for getting so upset when I clearly have no reason to be."

"She kissed me. She took it upon herself to sit on my lap. When I told her I wasn't interested and to get off my lap she laughed thinking I was joking so she kissed me. If you would have stayed and let me explain you would have seen me yelling at her for ruining the progress that I'm a hundred percent sure I was making with you." I didn't answer at first. I was battling with myself. Part of me wanted to tell him I wanted to try and forgive him. But the other part of me wanted to say something smart, something that would hurt him. So I didn't say anything at all.

He huffed out a sigh and shook his head. "I don't know why I even keep trying with you. You're right, you have no fucking right to get pissed if I go and try to move on from your bullshit. I don't know how many times I need to say sorry to you. I did what I did because I love you and I care about you. Sure, there was some jealousy behind it but I did it to make sure you were safe. And like I've said before…" he stepped closer to me. "I don't fucking regret it and would do it again."

We looked at each other for a little. I think he was expecting me to say something but I didn't know what to say and I didn't want to say something wrong. "Nothing?" He asked. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. "Jesus fucking Christ! I give the fuck up with you and your bitchy ass attitude!" He yelled. It was followed by a grunt of pain. He was holding his nose that was now gushing blood. Billy had flown towards him and slammed his fist into Randy's face. He straddled him and hit him again.

"Oh my God, Billy! Get off of him!" I yelled. Stu was quick to start and try to pull him off Randy with the help of us three girls. "Fucking talk to her like that again and I'll fucking you!" Billy kicked him in the side making Randy curl into a ball. I dropped down to my knees and blocked his body with mine. "Come on, man, calm down! Let's go. Let's go!" Stu pulled Billy away with Tatum and Sid following behind them.

After the door shut I helped Randy rollover. "Fuck. Shit, I'm sorry. I'll get a wet cloth for you." I stood up and went into the kitchen to grab a cloth and wet it. When I turned around Randy was standing between the entryway of the kitchen and Den. I gestured for him to sit at the table and pulled a chair out to sit across from him. He went to lean his head back and I stopped him. "Don't title your head back. Title it forward so the blood doesn't drain to the back of your throat."

He tilted his head forward, leaning his elbows on his knees. "I'm sorry. I know I've been…" he cut me off before I could finish. "Acting like a fucking brat? Yeah, you're going to pay for that. Gotta two years of punishments coming your way, baby." I scoffed out a laugh and rolled my eyes. "Whatever. Look, I know I've been holding this grudge longer than I should have. And I know I shouldn't have gotten so upset about what you did. It was a shock though. I never thought you would be the type of person to do something like that. To kill someone.

"I mean Billy doing it wasn't a big surprise. He's always had that darkness about him deep down and it just came to the surface after our mom left. And Stu…well, Stu is easy to manipulate and he's always been a little off. But you…you never seemed to be the kind of person to do that. I didn't even think you could hurt a fly." He looked up at me and I gulped at the darkness I saw. Maybe he did have a darkness about him that I've never noticed, that nobody has ever noticed. Maybe he was just that good at hiding it. "I'd do anything for you. I've told you before you're mine and nobody else. Nobody touches what's mine."