Fall (Mysterious Liam Payne)

Part 8

"Well the story isn't as dramatic as yours but yeah; basically as you already know I don't actually trust anyone I only had one person, that was my father but..." I paused for few seconds trying to hold a tear from falling from my eye.

"He passed away few weeks ago now, and you see for a normal person loss of a parent is already a huge disaster in life but the thing that he was the only person i could actually count on to talk to, tell out my problems maybe it even worse cause i just felt like i had no body ritually nobody left like i was the only one left here alone and all i had was books it just broke me down," when I just couldn’t keep it in a tear fell down my cheek I tried to avoid looking at him turning my head towards the window looking out it was silent for a second until I felt a warm soft hand on my chin lightly turning my head around to face him. I tried rolling my eyes different directions to not look at him but his soft voice spoke

“Please look at me,” I did while another tear found its way down my cheek while another words flown out his mouth

“You’re not alone you have me,” I didn’t know him for long but he said it in such a way he made me believe in it. I then felt the urge to get closer and closer to him and I think he felt the same as our faces were getting closer and closer until our lips finally re-united again. The sweetness of his lips was in a way addictive, leaving me to want more. But for a second I pulled away just few millimeters giving me the space to say

“Liam James Payne, I will fall for you if you promise to catch me.” He looked down at my lips and said

“I promise,” Then he came closer again closing the space and re-newing the kiss. At some point the kiss heated up we stood up from the table, out lips not separating. His hand found its way to mine interlocking our fingers together, holding my body close to his. The tension between us was indescribable, something I never felt before but not the usual ‘butterflies’ they describe in movies and books but something way stronger, but on the other hand some small part didn’t want this, something told me it was wrong. And that part of me took over it just stopped me in my tracks I pulled my lips away and disconnected our fingers pulling our bodies apart shaking my head looking down I felt so guilty I just felt like I couldn’t do it. All I managed at that moment was to mutter a sorry and run out the door tears in my eyes. I felt horrible leaving him there. Because Liam wasn’t just some next boy or something there was something deeper with in him and I felt like a monster ripping him apart but I couldn’t do something against myself right?