From Then, To Now

Idk so chapter 20

TW: there's a mental breakdown in this chapter

Katsuki's pov

            We came back from winter break about a week ago and Deku definitely looks happier with his friends, I'm hanging out with the self proclaimed Bakusquad which consists of Shitty Hair(Kirishima), Raccoon Eyes(Mina), and sometimes Dunce Face(Kaminari). While Deku was with the Dekusquad who was with Dunce Face(Kaminari), Pink Cheeks(Uraraka), Four Eyes(Iida), and some other people. I went behind the small omega and hugged him tightly from behind. He jumps slightly then looks at me with a slight scowl "I wish Eji would do that to me, he's scared I'm gonna shock him" The phone charger crosses his arms and pouts "Whatever phone charger" the nerd breaks from my hold "Do you want something Kacchan?" "Nothing the idiots over there were just annoying" Deku keeps talking until we have to go up to our rooms. 

            "can I join you for a bit Deku?" He looks down thinking for a split second "Yeah of course." After he closes the door he goes back to what I assume he was doing before, playing the Nintendo. I grab the small console to distract him. He whips around and tries to take it back. "Give it back Kacchan!" he whines while reaching his arms up trying to grab his game "No~ baby boy~" A heavy pink blush coats Deku's face."just give me the Nintendo~" I smirk more and hold the green gadget up higher. As he makes another attempt at grabbing it we both fall backwards onto the bed with him on top of me.  "Well, my ruts not till next week, but-" I flip us over and kiss his neck "k-kacchan . . . . get off please" I smile then lay down on my back next to him. I pulled him on top of me and he laid his head on my chest falling asleep quickly. 

Izuku's pov:

            I tried to scream but my head was underwater, I was drowning, I can't come up for air someones holding me down. Finally I woke up panting and I jump off of whoever I was on top of. "Deku?" Kacchan walks over to me while I'm still  wrapped up in my head "Deku, can you see your feet?" "y-yeah" "Okay, wiggle your toes and try to match my breathing" I wiggle my toes and listen to Kacchans breathing making mine match his steady pace. "Good, I'm gonna give you a hug." I feel his arms wrap around me and a couple tears leak down my face while I leaned into his chest. "did you have a nightmare?" I nod not wanting to look up "what happened in the dream?" I shake thinking about it. "You don't have to tell me?" I feel a hand move up and down my back slowly "N-No, M-My head- h-head was b-being f-for-ced underwater, and I c-couldn't s-scream" Kacchan hugs me tighter telling me its okay and whispering in my ear.

            "Do you want a glass of water?" "No." I go back to laying my forehead on Kacchan's chest and taking in his calming scent "Deku you need water since you've cried a fuck ton." Kacchan goes into my bathroom and comes out with a small glass filled with water in his hand. "Here, drink some."

Katsuki's pov:

            Deku seems to be really messed up after that dream, it was kind of stupid but I understand how scary not being able to scream is. I used some of that tactics that I learned from the therapist I was ordered to go to after the thing with Deku. After I made sure he was properly hydrated we laid on the bed, but he was afraid to go to sleep again. I could feel him shaking on top of me, "Deku, c'mon please go back to sleep I'm right here if anything happens. And I'm not letting you go again,okay?" I feel him nod and the shaking stops(mostly).

I'm sorry first I took so long to churn out about 700 words and second its so short, I've had major writers block and midterms. Angays I would like to I guess kind of decapitate or or say something because of my lovely girlfriend who inspired this chapter after the many times shes been like my Kacchan in this situation but over the phone and still manages to calm me down just as effectively. All of these "calming" tactics are ones that they've used I think. So yeah! I hope you liked the chapter, thx for reading

-Stella