From Then, To Now

Getting Better

Kacchans pov:

            He just closed his eyes! I moved my hand to his chest and felt the slight rise and fall of his chest. I breathed out a sigh, and looked at round face with a worried look."Is he okay?" I nod at her. "You don't seem phased." I say plainly to Uraraka. "Stuff like this has happened before, hasn't it?" "Well, it hasn't happened in awhile . . . but after becoming friends with him every once in a while he would have episodes like this." I lay Izuku's sleeping body down softly on the bed and turn to Uraraka.

            "This happened first when I was around 4, but Izuku was still three. It was almost his birthday party and he was talking about canceling it. He said to me the day before 'What if I just cancel my party, no one will come anyway because everybody thinks I'm just a useless Deku. They think my quirk is useless, and no one loves me either. I should just die-' I cut him off and that's when I told him I loved him." 

            "Sometimes during sleepovers when he thinks we are all asleep I hear him mumbling about some of this kind of stuff . . ." I sigh and stand up "I'm going to make sure he doesn't feel like this again after he wakes up" Uraraka hugs me. "I still can't fully forgive you, but Izuku is so much happier now. So thank you" "Yeah, yeah just get of me pink cheeks" She lets go of me quickly.

          Not long after the Floaty Bitch left Izuku's mom came into the room. I looked down immediately after she locked eyes with me. "Hello Kasuki" she said in that voice that says 'I don't like you but I'm trying not to be a bitch about it' "Uhm, hi" "I thought he woke up?" she goes over to Deku and brush some of his green curls out of his face. My features soften when I see his relaxed expression

            "Oh yeah, um he fell back asleep awhile ago" I know she's mad at me for ignoring him, and I don't think he's told he yet . . . I hear slight whine come from the bed and my head snaps to a now awake Deku. I fight the urge to go and hug him because his scent hadn't really calmed and he looked slightly overwhelmed. "Honey, are you okay? I'm so sorry I rushed back to town as fast as possible." Deku plasters a smile on his face "It's fine" he laughs a little and scratches the back of his neck.

            Deku glances at me with a kind of 'help me' look in his eyes. He looked zoned out as Auntie Inko talked his ear off, but eventually she asked "So what happened?" "Huh?" she traces her thumb over some of the bandages on his arms "oh, yeah" He looks down into his lap and I can see tears fall into his lap.

            I bite my lip in an attempt to stop myself from engulfing my boyfriend in a hug and letting him take in my scent. I bite my lip so hard it started bleeding, at that point I just left.

Izuku's pov

            My mom was there when I woke, and Kacchan was sitting in a chair looking uncomfortable in my moms presence. I realized that I haven't told my mom I'm dating him, I got slightly worried that my mom would say something about it. I stopped thinking about it in fear of mumbling what was on my mind.

            "Honey, I'm sorry I wasn't here earlier! I came over as fast as possible, but I was out of town!" The worry in her voice makes me feel like I'm just a burden to everyone, but I put on my signature smile. "It's fine" I just home the anxiety I'm feeling isn't showing. I look at Kacchan with a look that hopefully says 'help me' while my mom made small talk and talked about stuff she's been doing while I'm in school.

            "So, what happened?" This question caught me off guard, 'I mean I knew this was coming but I still don't want to answer' My mom starts to trace her thumb over some of my bandages to probably remind me "oh, yeah" I mutter to her. I look at my lap and feel the tears coming down my face. Eventually I glance at Kacchan and see a drop of blood fall into his lap 'he's trying to restrain himself . . .' Kacchan gets up and leaves while wiping his mouth off. "Well?" Even though her tone was meant to be sweet and calming, without Kacchan I built up a wall and closed myself off from her. "Just go" I crossed my arms tightly around myself and turned away from her. "But Izuku, did Katsuki-" "Just go!" I yell to the wall. "Izu-" I turned to her furious "I said go, just leave! I don't want to see you right now!" I half growl, half yell to her. She looks hurt and tears pool in her green eyes, she picks up her purse and leaves the room though. 

            Kacchan comes in after my mom leaves. "Deku? What happened, why was Auntie Inko crying?" "Did they say I could go yet?" he nods "Then lets go." I gab my cell phone and change into my regular clothes. It's only about 1 o' clock so there's still classes when we get back to the dorms so none of the class was here to pester me. "Can you stay in my room with me, I . . . I don't want to be alone" "of course! I don't want to leave you in the room alone anyway."

           Once the classes end Mr. Aziawa calls me and Kacchan to his office. I walk their dreading the conversation about to commence between the three of us. I knock on the door softly. "Come in." I sit down nervously while Kacchan leans on the back wall of his office. "I need to know what happened" "W-well." I tell our teacher about what happened without crying once! "Well the security on the dorms will be increased immediately and you don't have to go to school tomorrow if you don't want to." I nod then leave to talk to the rest of the class more.

            Once I get a hold of my phone again "please contact me later I'm probably getting railed so, byeee. Oh and leave a message I guess" I took a guess and thought he probably was getting railed because it's around the time his heat is. "well, about hawks?" "Getting railed" I say while turning over to go back to sleep. "Excuse me, what?! Did he tell you this?!" "No, I guessed" "why??? How???" "It's around the time of his heat so it makes sense" 

Sorry i haven't posted for awhile, I didn't have the motivation to, and my mental health was at a kind of low for awhile so this chapter could and probably be shit. Anyway I will try for a Christmas special for this, story or a side story. Stay safe, and have a good day

-Stella