Only you - Pierre Gasly [2]

missing the old times

Jenna Huber

The last few days I thought a lot about the old times I don't know
Pierre just left for the next race so it was just me and the boys again

I'm missing the old times sometimes I don't know just the fun me and Pierre always had the late movie night, the time he took me karting and I completely sucked at it, the early mornings together and the times I joined him at a race weekend it's so long ago that I only can remember it has a long lost memory

Sometimes I hate memories because only the bad ones you can fully remember and the good ones are always the long lost ones those you can remember but not good

"Mom I miss dad" Liam says and I smile at him

"Aww come here Lee" I say and I hug him "he is coming back soon Lee don't worry" I say and I give him a kiss on his head
It was late in the evening but I didn't care I get it that he misses his dad and deep inside I miss Pierre too these days were different that usually I don't know why I can't put my finger on it but it was different

I heard other food steps coming off the stairs and Liam wasn't the only one who missed theirs dad

"Come here Toine" I say and he walks to me and also hugged me

"I miss dad" Antoine says and I stroke both the heads of the boys

"Me too guys me too" I say and they both fall asleep after a few minutes because they where both very tired

I first picked up Antoine and I brought him to bed carefully trying to not wake him up and I did the same with Liam and after I brought them to bed I also got ready for bed and I got in bed and after a few minutes I fell asleep

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I woke up and I took a shower and I got ready for the day and I looked in the rooms of the boys but they weren't there but then I remembered that our nanny Mia brought the guys to school

Mia had a week off last week because I thought she deserved it because she works so hard for us and she is really sweet
She is around my age and the kids love her and she loves them
I got pretty good friends with her over the years and she is a sweetheart

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"Hey" I hear Mia saying when she walked in the kitchen where I was making breakfast for my self

"Hey Jenna how as your week?" She asked me

"Good Pierre was here and the boys were happy to see him again" I said

"That's good how are you too?" She asked
She knows what happend between me and Pierre and she is like my therapist we always joke because I always talk to her and she doesn't mind

"I don't know it was different than before I don't know" I say

"Do you miss the old times?" She asked and I nodded

"Yes but- I don't know some times I think back at how much fun we had" I say and she gave me a small smile "but let's not have it about that right now, how was your week?" I asked
She told me about her week and that she spent time with her girlfriend Maya

We talk for a little while until I had a meeting and she needed to pick the guys up

I had two thing that I loved to do that is snowboarding and designing clothes and with the help from Pierre I'm working on my own clothing line

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After the meeting I saw that Mia was with the guys in the garden and they were playing soccer while Mia was watching them

The guys where so much like Pierre they both love cars, soccer and soccer but they also liked snowboarding but they never actually did that so I'm planning to take them somewhere this year but I still need to talk to Pierre about that

I joined Mia watching the guys and after an hour the guys were done and we went inside and it was already time to make dinner and while the guys were watching tv me and Mia made dinner together

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