lovesick <3

he really was crazy

(smut, very scary tbh..)

my heart dropped.

what?

was my odd thought right?

i tried to nervously laugh.

kurt smiled but it wasn't likr a kidding smile.

it was a sick smile.

a smile i've never seen kurt smile.

i looked to the side.

"a-are you bring fr rn?" i stuttered.

"mhm" he smiled coming in to me.

"no get the fuck off me!" i said pushing him off.

i stood up.

he stayed seated in the couch.

he gave me such a weird gaze.

i clenched my jaw and tried to think of what to do.

"i-i have a gun" i said confidently.

"oh yeah?"he smiles walking toward me.

i ran to my room.

locking my door.

i dug threw my dresser quickly.

kurt knocked on the door.

"y/n you can't hid in there forever" he says.

he was right.

but that wasn't my plan.

i held the gun up as i opened the door.

"i-i'm gonna have to either have you get out of my place o-or i'll shoot" i said.

holding my breath.

"oh y/n, sweetheart you wouldn't shoot" he says stepping toward me."

"i-i will!" i raised my voice.

kurt bit his lip and clenched his jaw.

suddenly he swiftly turned my gun around and held it against me.

all the power switch from me to him.

my heart was on the floor.

i was so scared.

my eyes watered until i broke out in tears.

"please kurt please.. i-i'm so young and i w-wanna f-finish college please"

his jaw clenched.

"awoh." he fake whines as he puts his hand on my cheek.

he wipes my tears away

he smiles.

he's like some kind of sadist.

i think that he likes to see the pain and fear in my eyes.

"your gorgeous, even when you cry" he smiles.

"i think ur prettier when ur in fear" he smiles.

he moves the hair out of my face.

i didn't know what to say

"do you like it when i compliment you?" he asks.

the answer was yes.

i was just to scared.

i couldn't get anything out.

"hmm? are you gonna answer me sweetheart?"

i nodded yes

"use your words" he bites his lip.

"y-yes kurt"