lovesick <3

love the way you lie💗

i just want her back, ik i'm a liar
if she ever tries to fucking leave again
i'm gonna tie her to the bed and set this house on fire.

the next morning.

kurt seemed upset this morning.

which threw me off cuz last time he was upset we broke up.

which we've been so good lately.

"wanna go out for some breakfast" i asked and smiled.

"idrc tbh" he sighed looking at his phone.

"oh ok uhm ok" i said getting up to do my hair

"are you ok kurt" i said sitting down a next go him.

he looked up at me then soon sat up aswell.

"yeah i'm fine why?" he asked

his tone upset me.

"oh i was just wondering, you seem a bit off today that's all" i smiled.

"uh im the same as normal idk what ur talking abt" he said.

"oh ok my bad" i said awkwardly.

suddenly i got a text

oh it's tristan.

kurt peeks over.

"who's that dude?" he asked.

i stood up to go finish getting ready and kurt followed

"my friends bf? you've met him" i said doung my mascara.

"why's he texting you? how long have you had his number?" hr asked.

"uh a while? they're about to get married in a month and he was just asking me for good honeymoon places and what kind of things taylor liked i don't see the big deal kurt" i said.

"yeah? that's all" he says.

his eyes darkening.

"kurt why are you so worried? i love you and only you you know that" i said

"well i mean how could i know that? you did cheat on zach with me and the other guy" he said.

i didn't answer.

instead my eyes watered.

"yeah see, ur probably cheating on me with taylor's fisnce over here" he said.

"k-kurt why would i do that? i-i left both my boy friends for you like i have done everything for you" i said.

"sure y/n idk if i could believe you tbh aiden was right when he called you a slut."

i pushed kurt away from me.

i mean i had to defend myself.

"kurt get out my face" i said pushing him.

his eyebrows raised and he smiled.

"yeah? tf you gonna do about it y/n?" he said.

he pushed me with one hand.

i backed up and he kept stepping forward.

i didng know what do do once i felt my back hit the wall.

"kurt get away from me your literally psychotic" i said pushing him.

he slapped me hard across the face.

i felt cheek go numb before slowly burning into stinging.

"don't you ever fucking call me that again" he said.

my eyes watered before soon breaking out in tears.

i pushed kurt out my way.

KURTS POV**

wtf is wrong with me.

my eyes softened watching her start packing her bags.

i bit my lip.

i feel so ashamed

i shouldn't of snapped like that

i laid hands on her

i don't think i'll ever snoop so low again

"where yo-u going?" i asked with my voice breaking.

"i'm leaving you" she said.

"no your not" i nervously smiled.

she zipped her bag and rushed out the door and slammed it.

fuck.

my eyes watered.

i swore i wouldn't do anything to hurt her.

i watched her through her bags in her car through my window.

i quickly ran down the stairs.

"y/n wait" i said.

she liked at me.

i jogged to her car.

"what kurt" she said angrily.

"i-i knew we said things and things we didn't really mean then we fall into patterns like our same old routine but.. your tempers just as bad as mine is and like your the same as me" i said.

she had an upset look on her face.

"when it comes to love ur just as blinded jus bang please come back, it wasn't you baby it was me! maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems" i sighed.

her eyes watered.

"maybe it's like what happens when a tornado meets a volcano..all i know is i love you to much for you to talk away though, come inside and get ur bags out the car pls" i said.

"no kurt i can't right now" she said looking away.

"don't you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk? i told you this is my fault..j-just look me in the eyes next time i'm pissed i'll just aim my fist at the dry wall" i said.

"next time?" she said.

"no next time? there won't be no next time i'm sorry y/n please just come in and let's talk about this" i said.

she nodded and grabbed her bags.

i held them for her as we walked upstairs. 

even tho i apologized ik its lies

i'm tired of the games i just wanted her back.

once we get inside i locked the door as she put her bags away.

her and i hugged.

i rubbed her back and gripped her head softly.

"if you ever try to fucking leave again i'm gonna tie you to the bed and set this house on fire." i said quietly but sternly.

i smiled as i felt her heart beat get more intense and faster.