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Feeling Useless | Luxiem and Y/n

I am sorry if you get triggered by this, this is requested by @childescvmslut. Warning: feeling awful, sad and feeling better. Please enjoy!

Luca Kaneshiro
Helping him in your POV

Luca locked himself in our room, he never does that unless he's streaming or he feels...... oh no. I sighed and climbed onto the roof of our porch and climbed in our window. He was lying in bed. His hair was covering his face and the blanket was covering his body. I kneeled beside him. "Luca, please, don't lock yourself inside, I never know what to do" He looked at me with his eyes like glass. I grabbed him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me and cried. "I feel so useless, Y/n, I can't stream, I don't want to talk to my friends and all I want to do is cry" I cuddled him and let him cry. I grabbed a brush and a hair tie. "Let me turn on the light, I'll give you some good treats, yeah?" He nodded. I flicked on my lamp and he sat leaning into me. I brushed out his hair. "Why don't I do that hair treatment thing with you again?"  He nodded again. We walked to the bathroom and I wet his hair. He sat on the floor because I'm short. I gave him a scalp massage (the good touch of the scalp because fvck the English language) he leaned into my hands and he started falling asleep. I smiled and washed his hair, and dried it. I took him back to our room. "I feel less bad, Y/n, thank you" he was listening to my heart. I brushed his hair and braided it. "Don't thank me baby" I smiled. I'm happy he felt somewhat better.

Him helping you in Luca's POV

Y/n hasn't been answering my messages. I wonder if they are feeling bad for not being able to help me earlier. I walked to their office and knocked. "Y/n? you okay?" I got no answer. I sighed and walked in. They were lying on the floor, headphones on and tears streaming down their face. "Y/n!?" I got them sitting up. They hugged me and I felt bad. "Oh, y/n... please, tell me how you feel" They sobbed into my shoulder. I rubbed their back. "I *hic* feel awful" they hugged me tighter. I seriously think I was right. "Why? What's making you feel so bad?" I had them sit on their desk chair. "I couldn't help you" they sobbed more. I kneeled in front of them and sighed. "You did your best, okay? I'm still here in front of you, I am still your BIG TALL LION!" they giggled. I smiled. "See, you didn't do anything wrong" they nodded and hugged me again. I hugged them too and picked them up like a crying child. "Come on, my little gremlin, we have a collab to do" they nodded.

Ike Eveland
You help him, your POV

Ike's stream felt a bit off. Even though he seemed cheery on stream, I could tell he was a bit off. I was about to send him a DM on discord but he beat me to it. "Vc, please? I need to talk to someone" I replied by starting a call. I heard sobbing and begs from his side. "Y/n, p-please t-tell me that i-am good! P-please t-tell me I'm n-nice... I... f-fe-el awful" he seems to be having a breakdown. I gave a sad sigh. "You are a wonderful person Ike.. do you want me to come over?" "Mhm..." I smirked a bit. "Do you want me to bring Blue Rockstar and some strawberries?' "Yes please!" I nodded to myself. "Okay Ike, hang tight, I'll be over in about 20 minutes" "okay Y/n, please hurry," we said goodbye and I prepared to go outside. It's a snowy evening in Sweden, I think Ike would like it.
I stopped at the store and grabbed a few cans of blue rockstar and a packet of strawberries for Ikea. I paid for them and walked to Ike's house in the 4 inches of snow. I knocked on his door and he let me in. "I have the goods, Ike" I placed them on his kitchen counter. He hugged me tightly and I hugged him back. "You are very important to me, to Vox, Mysta, Luca and Shu. You are important to the children, the mod team and the staff. Okay? You are a great person, no matter what you say" he cried into me. "Thank you, Y/n"

Him helping you, His POV

Y/n seems sad recently. They normally are very vocal in chat, and they smack the misbehaviours in chat into the stratosphere, but recently, they haven't been online often and their team has been working overtime. I sent a discord message to Y/n. "Sorry, I haven't been interacting often, I have been running the quildren discord in the background. Again, Sorry Ike, heh" they typed back. weird... they haven't been on the discord either.  "Can I come over?" Y/N is typing, then not, then typing again. "Uhm... You can if you want.... just give me like an hour to like... get prepared." I sent them a thumbs-up. I kind of grew concerned. after an hour, I walked over to their house and knocked gently. I understand that they like to be by their selves, but I'm really worried.
They opened up and they had tear-stained cheeks. They hugged me close. "I... I never realised I needed you until right now." I hugged them closer.

Mysta Rias
(Ima do both of you feeling useless in one, Your POV)

I sighed. Streaming felt like a chore, my room was a mess, I have a bunch of unanswered DMs, Emails and a bunch of stuff. Mysta was feeling the same.
His streaming room was like a death trap. I fall over plates, cups and other stuff in there. I went to my bed after streaming and sighed. "Y/n! I'm cleaning up!" I heard Mysta say, I thought I was dreaming until I looked over and saw Mysta. He was wearing clean clothes, with a rubbish bag and a sweeping brush in his hands. I sighed. Mysta is a sweetie. He pulled himself out of his pit of despair.

Vox Akuma
(Your POV, Him feeling useless)

Vox was curled up on the sofa. He was sniffling and seemed ill. We crouched in front of him to get his attention. His golden eyes were glossed over. "Vox, are you okay?" We asked. He glanced at us. "Kindred... I feel useless... can you just... can I just cuddle you while you do the back scratch thing, please?" We nodded and we took our place on his lap and gently scratched his back with our nails. He fell asleep, cuddling me.

(You feeling useless, His POV)

Kindred was feeling quite woeful recently. I was quite worried. I walked to their office and knocked gently. "Kindred, may I come in?" I heard a muffled 'yes' from them. They were sitting at their desk, struggling to write the baseline of my next RP ASMR. "Darling, if you're having trouble, take a break, I'm not forcing you to write it, dear, I promise I won't be mad" they broke into little sobs.
'Milord, I feel awful! I can't write what you want me to and I know you want me to but I just can't and-' i cut them off with a finger over their mouth. "Kindred, I told you I wouldn't be mad, okay? Come here" I extended my arms for them and they hugged me tightly. I gently rubbed their head. "I want you to only give me ideas when YOU want to, okay? You don't need to tell me every single idea you have, you don't need to write anything down, and you don't need to stress yourself every evening from Wednesday to Wednesday trying to find an idea for me. You are the voice of the kindred, my love, you only should voice their lines and help me with the moans, MK? Promise you'll take a break for a while" they nodded and promised.

Shu Yamino
(He is feeling useless and awful, Your POV)

I hate that I need to leave shu once a month, especially when he's feeling vulnerable. I feel I need to protect him.
I grabbed my phone off the table and face-timed him. "Hello, Y/n...." I heard him grumble. "Hey, shu... is everything okay?" I heard him sigh. 'Not really. Every time you have to leave, I start to over think, and I know its a part of your job, and because you work online instead of in-person, you can't be at all the important meetings, and j feel bad for feeling sad that your going out and getting paid for flying to another country to meet up with some people" he took a breath. "Shu... I wanted to tell you when I got home but... this is the last time I have to fly out. I'm being transferred to a local branch of the company so I don't have to travel as much' i heard him gasp with excitement. "Really?! That's great news! When are you coming home, I want cuddles" he pouted. "Soon, baby, soon" I put my key in the door and watched his expression turn from fear to confusion to pure delight. He ran and hugged me like we were in a romantic movie.

(You feeling useless and awful, his POV)
Y/n came home from one of their monthly trips, exhausted. They seemed burnt out and just tired. After removing their shoes and coat, they cuddled me tightly. I played with their hair to make them feel a bit calmer, a bit happier. It worked well. They relaxed and fell asleep in my arms.
After a while, they woke up and explained how they were feeling, how jetlag was hitting them hard and how they felt underappreciated by their boss. I told them that they would always be appreciated by me, they always had a place in my arms and heart and that I would always listen to their woes and worries. They seemed grateful for it.

I have been struggling to find a remote source of time and motivation to write the chapter. Wattpad is weird and changing the whole chapter to specific fonts. It's getting on my nerves, but I'll deal with it. Anyways, thank you for reading
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