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Mystical Wolf girl | Shu x F! OC angst(?)

@StellaTakada requested this. Requests are open. I'll do them if you private message me.

 Trigger Warnings: Vomit, Eating disorder, scarring, anxiety, depression. Enjoy I guess. 

OC POV|

I thought of my past. Before I left for the first time. 

when I was 3, I was cursed to return to a certain age when I turn 20 if I was highly stressed or upset. I could be as young as five. I was diagnosed with a disorder in my digestive tract. It was deemed an eating disorder. I go to the hospital every few days to get a nutrition drip. That was when I was a baby. 

I ran away at 17. I was homeless for a while... Then I met Shu. Shu Yamino was the love of my life... or so I thought. Two years later here we are. 

"Shu! Can you please come to bed?" I asked. He was gaming still. "One more game babe." I sighed, going to bed by myself again. He said one more game 6 times now. I started talking to Vox, shu's friend. Vox had become my best friend and offered me a place to stay so many times. I always said no, in case Shu became that sweet boy that I once knew. 

He wasn't streaming or working on a project or playing for someone else's stream, he was playing by himself and when I asked to join, he always said "No, it's not your style" I sighed again quietly. 

[a few days later]

Shu is blaming me for something. He won't say what. I felt extremely stressed by this. "We're done!" He said. I looked at him with teary eyes. "Fine." I grabbed what little stuff I had and left. I went to my safe place, the woods. It was raining heavily. I turned into my wolf form and curled into a ball in a little ditch in the woods. I fell asleep.

I was woken up by Vox the next morning. He got me to stand and I realised I was in my human form and Vox was ALOT taller than me.  "H-hey Vox.." I stuttered out. "Hello, why are you out here?" "Shu and I broke up..." "What happened? tell me back at the house," He picked me and my stuff up. "Oh... the curse kicked in.." Vox nodded slightly. 

I clung to him tightly. I was dirty and he was warm. "Aren't you worried about your suit?" I looked for his reaction. "I can get it cleaned, don't worry." His jaw was clenched with anger. We got to Voxs place and he ran me a warm bath and washed all my stuff. "You can bathe yourself. There are some children's clothes in the spare room. I came prepared in case something like this happened." He told me. I nodded and got in the bath. The water was the right amount of warm. I cleaned myself. I washed my hair in the sink and grabbed the towels. 

I walked to the spare room and found the clothes Vox was talking about. It was warm. I heard the water draining and Vox walked in while knocking. "So, you ready to talk?" He had taken off his suit and was in more comfortable clothes. He pulled me onto the bed. "Well, Two days ago Shu was upset over something and started blaming me for it and... yesterday I guess... he broke up with me. He was blaming me for whatever happened." Vox looked angry. "Did he even say what it was?" I shook my head. I looked at my phone. I had a lot of apologies from Shu and a few missed calls. I turned off my phone and gave it to Vox.

"Treat me like your kid. I would've been 20 today" Vox nodded. "Well, to treat my new -sudden- 5-year-old daughter for her birthday, where would you like to go?" I hummed. "I just want to see the boys, force them to have a tea party with me." I gave him a mischievous smile. Come on now, I am 5, I'm allowed to do this. Vox rolled his eyes. "Alright" He texted the boys 1) what happened and 2) what I want to do. 

Ike, Mysta and Luca agreed immediately because they love me when I am like this. Yes, even Ike. 

"Voxanne will be home soon, what do I say?" I giggled. "Tell her EXACTLY what happened" We both knew that Voxanne had the temper of a bull. He took me down to the kitchen because I slept outside since yesterday morning without eating. He always got on my case about eating. He made me some toast since he hadn't gone food shopping yet. Voxanne got home and saw me sitting on the chair. She gave Vox a puzzled look. "Did you bang someone without a condom on or something? Why do you have a kid?" Vox explained. I ran to the sink and started puking.

"Oh shit I forgot that she can't eat properly" Vox let me get it out of my system before completely scrubbing the sink of any of my germs. Voxanne looked like she was about to explode. "wait, are Ivy, Mysty and Lucy coming?!" She asked. I nodded excitedly. Vox also nodded. "It's just a matter of Shu and Shusan." I completely forgot about Shusan. 

An hour later and they were all at the house, including Shu, who was trying to 'fix me' with magic. Voxanne gave him a death glare and that's when Shu knew he messed up. "no... I shouldn't have taken it out on you... you'd still be an adult, you'd still be my girl" Shusan slapped him hard. "This is your fault. Deal with what you have done." She snarled at Shu. Vox, Ike, Mysta and Luca were sitting at a tiny table while this was happening. Lucy and Mysty were laughing their asses off while Ivy just cheered Shusan on. 

[present OC POV now]

It's my eighth birthday. Vox is currently taking me to the hospital for my nutrition drip. I am writing this in a little notebook that Voxanne bought me. She knew I suffered with my psychological mindset. She bought it so I could write down my feelings and such. 

Vox fit right into the dad slot. Voxanne is a fun aunty and Ivy is like a new mom. She takes me when Vox and Voxanne get a bit frustrated and swamped with work. Oh, Vox just parked, I need to go, i'll write more soon. 

EEK. This isn't what I'd typically write but whatever. I need new angst ideas that aren't gruesome. anyways, thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed it. word count- 1116.