A new friend

Memories.

* FIVE YEARS EARLIER*
Dear journal,
21st August, 2013
Dairy, I don't know what to say? Things have been so complicated with me. Is friendship complicated? I hate my life. This life doesn't seem like to be easy for me. Passing levels is what my life seems like. My friends ignored me today dairy, I have no words to express my feelings. I hope this doesn't take long to heal back. I went to school as happy as am always and my mood changed, things became so hard for me to heal back that now my best friend, Anna also hates me. I thought I could hold this down deep, but this is hard enough.... As I walked across the field tired and clumsy. Sweaty and dehydrated. Well a week before my doctor told me not to walk where the sun there. I didn't care about it and I got a sunstroke. I fell down on the grass feeling poky, with my eyes hardly open to see anyone there. The powerful sunstorke made me faint and subconscious. I could still hear voices around me. I was in the hospital on the stretcher yet, I was hoping for my friends to visit me. Dairy, my life is full of grief. I can't live like this. Soon my tiny little eyes opened up.... I was in a white room and my mouth was covered by a nabuliser. I was out of breath when I was conscious. My hands had a small tape on them and it felt like my skin was hardly seen. The nerves in my body took place instead my skin.
The White room reminded me of my loneliness. The medicines beside my bed reminded me of death. And the nabuliser reminded me of an old women caughing. The hospital room was so empty and lonely. I moved my head slightly towards my medicines and I saw the biggest capsule ever packed in a sealed packet. I wondered if it was the capsule I had to swallow it down my throat? I wondered and had a gulp down my throat.
Soon after the gulp I saw my hospital door opening. I thought it maybe my friends to come and see me but unfortunately it turned to be my home doctor, the hospital doctor and my mum.
I rolled my eyes and looked at my hand. Which reminded me of an old woman
I saw my mom... Coming towards me, well I was in a condition that I couldn't even look at her.
The hospital doctor told me not to walk anymore in the sun area strictly. I obeyed to her and then she walked to the medicine's box and removed the biggest capsule I thought could be my worst nightmare ever!
She handed over the capsule to me and and gave me the if-u-don't-eat-I-may-not-let-u-go! Look
I silently took the capsule without lookin into her eyes. I got up a little, from my pillow while my mom helped me sit back on the bed. I took a glass of water and swallowed down the biggest capsule ever! But it was not All that hard! Dairy, this is the first thing I have said to you since last five years. It's easy!!!! It's not HARD!!
I swallowed it down and my home doctor giving my a death stare. I looked down at my white bedsheet and glanced at the door again.
" She'll be having 2 days of bed rest here and then prepare to take your daughter home." She said writing on her notepad. And walked out of the room soon.
" Mom?!" I groaned and rolled my eyes at her.
She left the room soon, I was the only person.
* AFTER FIFTEEN MINUTES*
I was almost asleep, while my mom slightly opened the door and said." Sweetie, u have a visitor." And then she closed the door. I was overwhelmed thinking it maybe Anna.
The person opened the door slightly and peeped in.
" Ugh!" I groaned when I saw my neighbour, Rosie.
And then my mom entered in...
"Sweetie?! Look who's here.?" My mom whispers.
" Yeah I can see her." I groaned and feel back asleep.
" Hey.... "She bought a bouquet for me and placed it on the table in the lonely room.
With a get well soon card.
" Thanx." I say while taking the card out.
" Sure. With pleasure." She said and walked out.
People who come stay for a minute and go back. Do they hate me dairy? Do u hate me dairy?