A new friend

Part A: i hate hospitals! Part B: mission recover!

AMY's POV-
I finished eating my pancakes.
" Yum." I say and lick my lips and my mom smirks at me and starrs at me.
" What happened? Don't stare at me." I say and narrow my eyes at her.
" Hmm nothing." She turns and does something with her face.
" Mum?" I say,
" Yes?" She stands up and says...
" Dear I have to go for your medicines bye." She turns around in haste,
" Umm ok." I say looking around my childhood room.
* MY JOURNAL*
I have been visiting this same room for the same cause and for the same medicines. I was tired of these stuff rolling around me like a life cycle. I couldn't trust anyone. No one is trust worthy.
I just hate myself and I hate people who brake trusts of people. I ended up here all because of them dairy. Those capsules those injections. I can't bear this anymore dairy, living in this world with no happiness.... U think its worth living? I rather live in hell. I hate hospitals! When will I be get back to normal? Dairy, u know when?
Do u have any ideas? How can u get out of this mess? Dairy, I don't wanna live like this anymore. Get me out of this stupid problem.
* AFTER I FINISH WRITING MY JOURNAL*
I put my journal beside me, on the table and rest my head on the soft pillow. My head felt so dizzy.
I felt like am gonna faint on my bed.
My head felt as Heavvy as a metal rob on my head. I couldn't move a bit. It pained like I had a body builder pressing my head and planning to burst it.
" Ouch!" I hold my head to make it stable.
" mom?!" I say and hold back my tears. My head was gonna burst.

MOMS POV-
I rushed out of the room as I couldn't hold my tears back. Doctor told me to not to tell as it will get more pressure on her brain.
I walked in haste to the doctor's cabinet.
i opened the door of the cabin hoping for her to be ther.
" Hey." She says and puts the file on the table.
" Hi um...umm" I stutter.
" Yes"? She says .
" Come pls sit." She says and convinces me.
I sit down.
" I was going through Amy's file.... And she has." She stops and looks down.
" And?" I say and look at her in haste,
" And she has to cope up really fast otherwise the...." She looks at me.
" The? What? " I look at her.
"Her body disorders will change into anxiety disorders. Her habitat will slowly change into a small hole made. Which can digest upto only a bowl of soup. Due to dehydration, dizziness, nausea, fainting and high fever she may lose all her nutrition, her health and will be admitted in the hospital for a year. And anxiety disorders will slowly change into a less of fluid which will make her mouth dry and which will also lead to lung cancer which is the simplest words I can describe for u." She explains. Her words made me stuck. I couldn't hear a word other than... Lung cancer, body disorders and the killing words I could use.
" What do u mean by simplest words?" I ask her holdin back my tears for more.
" Simplest words means that if she doesn't recover am afraid to say that she will no longer be with us. She maybe also go through brain tumor and deathly diseases." She explains and holds on my hand for hope.