>Chapter 22<

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Gwens POV

I never knew the guys watched us playing in the studio, but i realised that Zayn wasn't in there. I left the studio and saw him on the phone.
"Yes Shahid... sure haha see you next time... bye" Zayn said ending the call,
"Hey Zayn, sorry to ask but who's Shahid?"
"Oh... he's a friend of mine, did you listen to the whole convo?"
"Nah, i just heard 'Yes Shahid... sure haha see you next time... bye'  " i said copying him and he smiled at me and knelt down infront of me,
"Gwen, please dont tell this to the boys, but i have to leave the band. I just wanted a normal life, with the most beautiful girl in the world, and our future kids in a big house with no paparazzi's outside asking you for an interview and fans who pops your eardrums out. But im not complaining about the fans though because i love the directioners so much," he said making a tear escape my eye,
"But why did the others dont know about this?" I asked,
"Because they have to know it in the right time and please dont cry gwen come here" zayn said hugging me and it lasted for minutes, until we heard the guys looking for us and calling our names,
"I have to go gwen, tell the guys i love them and take care of them." Zayn said giving one last hug and left the house. Then the guys came towards my direction,
"What happened? Why are you crying? Wheres Zayn?" All of them asked me and i broked down into tears, i ran into harry and hugged him.
"Harry, Niall, Louis and Liam i am so so so sorry! I cant do anything! Im useless! I didnt know what happened i was just too stuttered to know! Come on be angry! Shout on me, hit me, i-" i was cutted off by brad hugging me and calming me down, but liam grabbed me and face me into him harshly.
"WHERE IS ZAYN?! WHERE DID HE WENT?! TELL ME WHERE IS ZAYN OR ELSE" liam shouted at me holding my shoulders tighter,
"Liam calm down youre scaring her," niall said putting liam away from me, i was so shocked and i froze there crying and crying, and i started to have heavy breathings again, and i ran into my room and got my inhaler then locked myself in the bathroom, the guys kept knocking and shouting to open my door but i just wanted to be alone.
"Please l-leave me a-alone for a while" i cried. And they left but theres still some knockings at the door.
"Gwen its tristan come on please open this." Tris said and i opened the door slowly to see the door closed and its only him in the room. I ran to him and hugged him, we sat on the bed and he waited until i can speak, so i explained him everything and told him not to tell a single word from anyone especially the guys, and he nodded. He told me not to be worry because its not my fault,
"Wait a minute, zayn told you he HAVE to leave the band, and if he really wants it, he would tell, i want to leave the band. Are you thinking what im thinking?" Tris asked me and my eyes widen,
"So it seems like the management wants zayn out of the band?? But why?"
"Maybe because there were rumours about him having those drugs or maryjane thingy? Maybe the management thought that zayn was a bad example to the fans," tris shrugged,
"But if hes a bad example how about those high notes omg its killing me and its a bad example?" I said and tristan huffed which made me let out a chuckle, but i just sighed and ruffled tristans hair,
"Hey watch the hair!" Tris exclaimed causing me to raise one of my eyebrows and roll my eyes.
"I just need cuddles," i said lying in my bed, and tristan hugging me, and im sleepy so i slept. Well i wish i had a great dream this time.

Tris' POV

Gwen is now peacefully sleeping, letting out some small snores, so i stood up and let her sleep, i went down to see the guys in line and waiting for me to say something,
"Hows gwen?" Brad asked,
"She sleeping upstairs, shes exhausted. By the way, for those who will ask me what happened i cant tell it, because zayn told gwen that you guys will know it in the right time." I said and they all sighed, and someones phone starts to ring, and its Nialls phone. He said it was their manager so he put the loudspeaker on and talked to their manager. I guess its the right time.

( M= manager)
M- hello?
1D- hi
M- guys we have bad news,
1D- yeah we know, zayn is lost.
M- hes not lost. *Chuckles* he left the band.
H: oh okay.... WAIT.... HE WHAT?!?
M: whoa calm down. Yes he said he wants a normal life since hes now engaged.
N: are you sure zayn said that?
M: hundred percent.
Lou: but why didnt he told us?
M: because he doesnt want to. Simple as that.
L: where is he? And what will happen to the fans?
M: no idea, i think hes still here in london but im not sure where he is, im sure the fans will understand zayns descision right? Boys i have lots of things to do so bye,

~Phone call ended~

"Why did zayn left the band for goddamns sake! Was he an idiot?" Harry shouted running a hand through his hair,
"Maybe its because he wanted all the famoud bands and boybands to have the same amount. Four people per band cut offs." Luke tried to joke but everyone just gave him silent glares.
"errmmmm......sorry." luke said smiling, and he was out of the hole he made because everyones attention was on gwen on her bright pink glittery pajamas which made lauren and cassie squeal,
"OMG ITS SOOOO CUTE YOU LOOK FABULOUS" lauren screamed. we just rolled our eyes when the girls started talking about clothes and girly things.
"uhm guys," gwen said nervously since she was brushing her hair with her hand,
"yes?"
"can we go shopping? if you dont want to join us you can just drop us by," the three said with those adorable irrestable puppy dog eyes which makes our eyes cry out, JESUS THAT SOUNDED SO MUCH GAY. but im not against LGBT though, now back to the shopping,
i raised my eyebrows at the girls and looked at the other boys, they just sighed and nodded, which made the girls jump in excitement. but i think brad didnt nod since i think his facial expression was disappointed,

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