Dogged

I.R.T.

"No, no you're right. No, don't defend it. Don't even try to fix the shit, 10. Leave it exactly where it's at. It's cool." I said as I grabbed my shirt off the floor, holding my pants up because my belt popped earlier when we were getting down.

"Baby he ain't mean it. He just mad. For what? I don't know." 10 tried to reason with me as I got myself as dressed as I could with my tattered clothes. 10 ol aggressive ass ripping at my clothes to get to the booty, now my clothes are all over the place. But I'll be damned if I ask for their clothes to wear, so im trying my best to recreate my clothes properly so I can walk home because there are dog ass niggas out there who from the gutter and do fraud shit just like I do, just for the shits and I ain't even tryna to run into them, tonight. But im not staying here. Nigga didn't even get to finish get my shit wrecked.

"I meant the shit." Three yelled from the other end of the counter with his arms folded watching me, with puppy dog eyes hidden behind false anger but I didn't have time to look too deeply into them. He hurt me.

"I know you did, Three. You right, I am passed around. But you also know that I say I'm a slut for it and dizzy for it, in the heat of the moment, and you just plain rude and wrong to bring it up out of the context of our sexual adventures together." I said as I tied my belt like a karate belt to keep my pants from falling as I walked.

"Say, say y'all chill out!!!!" 10 yelled as Three took a strong grip on my shirt and was shaking me as he yelled in my face.

I tried so hard not to reach up and remove his hands and also I didn't want to open my eyes and have that angry face burned into my memory because I wouldn't be able to look at him later when I forgive like I always do.

I opened my eyes as my wind came back into my body as 10 got Three to let go and pushed him against the island.

I fixed my shirt again as much as I could. I grabbed my jacket from the counter in front of me.

I kissed 10 really quickly avoiding Three's arms as I moved away from his reach.

"I'm cool on your ass and that's what you could know," I said as I passed the other way towards the door, scolding myself for how much my voice shook.