"I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT"
"FINE"
(this form is rui if you forgot)
"We only want to help you, why are you acting like this"
"Who said I ever needed help, I'm fine, I'm ok"
"We all know you aren't, including you"
"Just leave me alone."
"Fine"
Emu and Nene were shocked listening to the lovers quare- I mean 2 homies fighting
"Let's go, apparently he's got to big of an ego to appreciate our efforts"
"Rui..."
(Nene this font btw)
"What are you 2 waiting for, let's . Go."
They left Pheonix Wonderland while Tsukasa stayed to clean up
(Wow, I messed up, real nice of me..)
(I should probably apologize..)
Stars don't apologize
(...what?..)
Stars. Don't. Apologize.
(Stars aren't assholes)
Who said not apologizing would make you an asshole?
(Common sense)
You never asked for their help, they kept insisting, in this scenario, they were the assholes, you were just.. setting boundaries
(They were trying to be nice)
You never asked them to
(Stop.. I'm in the wrong here)
Not this time
(Not..this time?..)
Oh dear, do you not realize? You've been an asshole your entire useless existence! It's just now that your in the right, most of the time you're just a narcissistic jerk, nobody likes you really,
(No... don't say that...)
Poor little Tsukasa Tenma, thinks he can really be a star, when he's really just a talentless narcissist
(SHUT UP. WHO ARE YOU ANYWAYS)
Silly, I'm you
(No you aren't..)
I'm trying to help you
(NO YOU AREN'T)
FACE IT TSUKASA TENMA, YOU'LL NEVER BE A STAR
(SHUT UP)
He soon snaps out of it, he's still cleaning
"Should I be worried about this..."
-authors note YES BRO WTF 😰😰😰
TIMESKIP
Tenma household; Tsukasa's room
He's working on schoolwork
"nnn.. fuck.. I'm sleepy.."
"I don't need to finish it today.. right?"
His mom comes into his room and says
"Tsukasa, you're teacher told me about your behavior, if I hear more of this you'll be sorry"
..........
(I need to finish this..)
Later...2:56 am
(I can't do this anymore)
(It's due tomorrow.. i can't fucking finish in time...)
(I'll go for a quick bathroom break...yeah...)
He goes to the bathroom and does his bussines until..
!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!SH!!!!!!!!!SKIP IF UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!
(I'm so tired)
(Why can't I just be like the others, smart, kind, I'm just some douche who wants to be a star)
(Why can't I just....)
He starts scratching his arms until they bleed out of nowhere
(It hurts.. but it feels.. so soothing..it hurts so much....but I can't stop..why not...?)
He keeps scratching and scratching like there's no tomorrow
He tears up from the pain, but he keeps scratching
Eventually his arms are dripping from blood,
(What the fuck..)
(This isn't enough)
He grabs the sharpest thing he finds in the bathroom and cvts himself
"Ah shit!"
(It's more painful than my nails...well duh..)
"J-just one m-more.."
He cuts another time
"Fuck!"
He drops the item out of pain
"Shit.."
He cleans up the blood and evidence then wraps his arms in bandaid,
(What just happened)
END OF CHAPTER 5
Ik it's bad sorry I'm sleepy
