Kaito's lecture

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"I would like to ask the same to you"

"We're here to see how you're doing, cause we are really concerned for you"

"Have you not established that I'm feeling like shit?"

"We.. figured it out"

"No shit sherlock"

"Tsukasa kun..!"

".. Hey Miku "

"You can talk to us anytime, you know that right?"

"W-what's that about?"

"Tsukasa kun..look around, the Sekai is at a terrible state!"

"It's dangerous for the plushies! If rides keep breaking, one of them could get injured! Or even worse!"

"E-eh!?!?" She says horrified

"Come with me, Tsukasa kun"

"Ok..?"

He follows Kaito

"Do you need to talk?"

"I'm fine, just a bit under the weather that's all.."

"I know that's not the case! You can tell me, anything " he says in a warm voice

"I'm just..."

"So.. tired"

"Of what Tsukasa kun?"

"Everything, the bullying, the stressful times, the sleepless nights, my academics, just.. life!"

"Bullying..? I didn't know you get bullied..! Please talk to me about it!"

"Why? So your precious sekai won't be harmed?"

"No Tsukasa kun, I'm worried for you! Yes the sekai is precious, but if you feel like this what's the point of the sekai! Please tell me what's going on, please."

"...well.. I've just been so stressed out lately.. and i've been hearing students whispering calling me all sorts of names, and that my acting is ass, and that I should just....."

"Tsukasa kun....."

He starts to tear up and says

"I just.. don't know what's happening to me all of a sudden..! I-I keep hearing this voice that talks shit about me a-and..i don't know where it's coming from..! I just end up worrying everyone that I know and it kills me inside! I don't want to be like this! Why is this happening to me all of a sudden!?  Why!?!?"

"Seems you've been bottling this up for a while now,"

"What..?"

"You've been bottling these feelings up and it burst! It's normal to feel this way but bottling it up will only make it worse,"

"I don't.. understand."

"If you have a negative feeling, let it out! Don't hold it in! If you do all those negative thoughts will pile up and eventually...burst! It'll be overflowing with negative emotions, it'll be overwhelming for you, so it's better to just simply let it out, one by one, there's no rush, just, let it out"

"...."

They hear someone yell out

"KAITO!!! TSUKASA KUNNNNNNN!!!”

"Seems Emu chan is looking for us, let's go and see what it's about!"

"..yeah.. let's go"

END OF CHAPTER 6

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