Living Of Borrowed Time

5.School

School is going pretty badly, rumors are everywhere. I'm being buillied farly bad and I'm pretty sure I know why, or more so who's at the root of it. Those cunts.

I hate my new school because of everyone, the students, the teachers and even the building it's all shit. The building is so big and cold. The teachers are all loud and mean, they give so much pointless homework, and they yell if you haven't done everything right. The students or at least all the ones I've interacted with, are all dicks! They chat shit about everything, everyone and they will do it everywhere. I've heard a good few people proudly admit they are actively sleeping with their "best friends" partner. They all seem two-faced. There's a lot of home-wreckers too.

I want to, no I think need to go to the forest outside the school. I saw him there so maybe he wants me to go there, I don't know. I'll go at night that way there's less of a chance at getting caught. It took a few days because I was busy studying. After two days I found time to go, I got dressed and left at late noon. It was terrible, I felt dizzy and the forest felt headache inducingly loud but it was dead silent, so much so you could hear a pin drop. Then there was fire everywhere, it smelled like a normal forest though. It was all in my head, after I figured that out I started to look around and saw all sorts of notes on the trees.

After the whole forest fire fiasco I took myself home and to my shock it was night when I left the forest, so I hurried home. I went to my room and just lay on my bed before I did my homework. I went to bed after. I had dream. It was a slightly off, I was floating on water. It was cold and I was flat on top of the water. I didn't sink and I didn't warm up much. Then I was pulled under the water, then I snapped back into reality before falling back asleep.

The rest of the week passed like a blur. I felt sick, dizzy and I was watching myself living my life through my eyes again. I felt tired everyday, the days just kept getting worse. I started having visions. Visions of Slenderman, fire, blood, death and murder. Lots of murder.

The murder visions were mainly of my family, my parents and siblings were dead and mutilated. Bloodied and burnt, raw and skinned, it was terrifying. My body even got hot sometimes when I got fire visions.

I went to bed on Friday and sunk, mentally and physically sunk into a different world, a different universe. I wasn't a nice felling and I could not get out, my eyes started to close and I could not stop it. I fell into a deep, deep sleep.