I know I shouldn't of ever considered it but I've had plenty of time to see if they would or could change. Anytime Jane helped me she pinched me that hard it left me bruised, Ryan just didn't change and obviously nether parent changed. I was going to try tell them but I don't think Slenderman would let me and I don't think they deserve it. I think I'm going to do it soon because clearly Slenderman hasn't forgotten about me, he was just waiting until I was able to kill. I can feel my body become less and less my body and I don't care anymore. I have lost all hope and give a fuck about everything, my brain and body aren't controlled by me as much anymore and I physically can't give a fuck.
I don't know when or how it's going to happen but it's gonna happen at some point, there's nothing more I can do. Everyone around me suspects nothing so soon is a high probability. My life is ruined, my life is completely over and I'm watching and waiting for it to happen. Am I a little scared? Yes, I'm absolutely terrified, I pretty sure anyone would be, but I don't feel like I really care.
Slenderman is waiting for me in the forest I know it and I don't mind. It'll doesn't scare me to much anymore in a sense. I'm excited, I can't explain why but I am. It's the same feeling I had on my roof a small while back, I can feel that little bit of adrenaline coursing through my veins and it's amazing. I can almost smell it, the blood splattered and leaking absolutely everywhere, the smoke from the big gushing fires flames, the smell of that smoke through the forests trees.
I love it, I want it, I need it.
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Living Of Borrowed Time
AdventureI'm the disliked child so of course I don't get any attention, so why not go on an adventure. Then I'm at least enjoying my youth right? Nothing could go wrong! Just a little fun in the forest to start over in this new home!
