To The Boy I Love...[ON HOLD]

What Happened?

And done, we weren't. He was true to his words , we went over and over. Afterwards, I couldn't think rationally. I just met Carter. What the fuck was I thinking? We lay together afterwards, with my hand and resting on his chest and his running through my hair. I found comfortable sleep soon,
and I feel his soothing hands playing with my hair.

Holy fuck. What I pictured this would be like, I never expected this. Nothing will ever compare to what we just did. The image of her is burned into my brain. Her body is perfect. I've never met anyone, any other girl that is as perfect as her. This feeling, what is it? I feel warm and fuzzy, and insanely happy. I like her, but do I love her? We've only known each other for a few days.. I hope she didn't want to sleep with me just once. That's not happening. It's like I'm addicted to her. I just need to make sure she feels the same. I continue the play with her hair, it has an almost silky feeling. She is asleep, contently snoring. I smile widely, she must be very tired. So am I. I feel my eyes droop as my heart squeezes. I think I definitely love her....

Sometime later that day, I open my eyes, squinting. I hear Carter light snoring and I smi- wait what? I blink a few times as I remember where I am and what we did. Fuck. I try to get up and leave without him noticing, but as soon as I'm almost out of his arms, he snatches me back. "Wait," he said. Now we are both sitting up in the bed and my fqce flushes in shame and embarrassment. He looks dumbfounded, like he couldn't believe I was trying to leave. "You were seriously going to leave? After what we di-" I huff in frustration and jump up. " What the hell do you expect me to do? We just fucking met Carter," I yell loudly. He looks mad. "What does that have to do with it. I like you, you like me. Simple as that." I shake my head no frantically. "It has everything to do with that! If Brody ever figured out we fucked he would kill you. Literally." He rolls his eyes and gets out of the bed completely naked. Even mad, I would be fucking dumb not to look at that ass. Damn... He snaps his fingers in front of my face, smirking. " Did you  hear anything I just said?" I shake my head no, looking at the floor. He tilts my head up so I can look up at him. He looks serious, and annoyed. With slight amusement. "Look baby, I understand why your upset, but I don't tolerate disrespect. Do you understand?" My cheeks heat again while I nod. He raises his eyebrow, prompting me to continue. "Yes, I understand." He smiles wildly before letting my face go. Instantly, I step away from him, at least several steps. I'm super sore, yet I can't help to be tempted to let him fuck me again. And again. I shake my head. I slip my clothes back on before looking at Carter watching me confused. I stand straight and look him in his eyes. " If we do this again, it must be a secret. No one can know. Text me if you need me." He nods his head, walking with me to his front door. I hear him chuckling as I limp slightly. I grumble at him. When we get to the front door, we stand in silence until I open the door to leave. In silence, I walk out. Before I could leave his yard, he calls my name. "Katie, wait" he calls. Before I could ask him what was wrong, he stepped out into his yard. I took a second to notice that he had put on sweatpants when I was getting dressed. In less than a second, he smashed his lips onto mine. He cups my face on both sides, and I wrap my hands around his waist. After what felt like too long, we pulled apart. "I didn't say goodbye", Carter mumbled. I start laughing really hard before hugging him and leaving.
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THIRD PERSON P.O.V.
3 years ago...
Carter's sister had been raped by a cop in a back alley. She was screaming and crying and had no one to help her. Carter felt a strong sense of injustice, and knew that he had to do something about it. He was filled with rage and had to take action. So he marched straight up to the cop, and beat him until he was unconscious. He wanted to make sure that this cop understood that he had to pay for his crime. Carter wasn't looking for justice, he was looking for revenge. He wanted this cop to feel the same pain that his sister had felt, and he wanted to make sure that he understood the consequences of his actions. Carter was not a violent person, but in this situation, he knew that he had to take a stand and do something. ~~
As Carter tells his girlfriend the story of his sister in his room, tears flow down his cheeks. "Please don't leave me, Katie. I did something go-" Katie wrapped her arms around her boyfriend's shoulders and looked up into his eyes. "I'm so proud of you for standing up for your sister. It takes courage to do that." She smiled, her eyes twinkling in the florescent lights of his bedroom. "You're an amazing person and I'm so lucky to have you in my life."
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A/N
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finally! Another chapter! Idk if this chapter flows together, but it's the only way I could write it. <3 Byeee