I hate the way I like him, I hate the way I like his laugh, I hate the way I like his hair, I hate the way I like his eyes, I hate the way I like his smile, I hate the way he makes me feel, I hate the way he makes me smile with just one look, I hate the way he makes me laugh,
I hate the way he calms me and doesn't even know it, I aht the way butterflies linger in my stomach, I hate the way he's taller then me now, I hate the way he can make me jealous with any girl that he's ever looked at, I hate the way it's always him, I hate the way he doesn't look at me like I look at him,
I hate the way he's my perfect person just at the wrong time, I hate the way he makes me like him so much even more then that I hate the way I love him, I hate the way I'm in love with him, I hate the way I lost him, I hate the way I didn't get to hug him, I hate the way I would do almost anything for him but I'm ok with that,
I'm ok with the fact he will never love me the way I love him, I'm ok we will only be friends, it hurts so bad but as long as he is in my life all the pain and hurt doesn't matter because of the pure bliss I feel when he smiles means the world because I love him.
Penguins mate for life
He was my right person wrong time and that's ok with me
He's my penguin
And I love him
My note:
I don't really like sharing my emotions or talking about them or feeling them generally so maybe this will make more sense lol
