Maximum Accident || Lee Felix

Prom Night (3/4)

I saw Heeseung smooching my worst enemy Hwang Yeji. When I saw what I saw, I could feel my heart shattering into pieces. All hope was lost. How could he do this to me, how can he throw away our 2 year relationship like that? I can't deny our relationship wasn't the best, heck it's worse than a married couple's relationship. In some way I feel like this is all my fault, if only I didn't force him to stay in a relationship that he clearly wasn't happy with, we could of avoided this, this pain, this disaster but God wasn't on my side today. I mean I was kind of selfish, I wanted him all to myself, and I think that's what made this relationship go downhill. It's all my fault.

But I was furious, this hurt like hell. Watching him all up in her face, basically devouring her. I've got to do something about this there is no way I'd let this be, this isn't right. As I was about to go up to Heeseung to go and confront him, someone pulled me back and whispered in my ear "let him be, this is what he wanted, this is he chose. Now it is up to you to show him what he lost." I was so furious but hearing that made me somehow calm and confident. I don't know if it's the way he said it or the way he sounded when he said it but all I know is that he is correct, Heeseung chose his path, it's his fault. I shouldn't blame myself for something I didn't do and it's not like I cheated, he did.

I am extremely mad but I wanted to face the owner of the voice, despite already knowing whom it is. I turned around, my face slamming straight into a firm chest. I looked up quite annoyed by how close or distance was, but nonetheless I met the eyes of an ethereal man. If I was a random person passing by I'd mistaken him for the son of Aphrodite. I was so infatuated by his mesmerizing features, especially his freckles, one of my favorite features, I was so into his beautiful face to even acknowledge the words I'd mistaken for random crap but anyone else wouldn't "Felix will you make me happy by becoming my prom date?" I let that silly sentence out of my mouth, if he doesn't respond saying yes I might just for of embarrassment and I rather not die that way. To my surprise he said "of course I would, only a idiot would say no." I felt so relieved when he said that, it made me feel like kicking my feet in the air while singing fancy by TWICE. It kind of sets the mood don't you think?

After he agreed,he took ahold of my hand and pulled me into the Hall ignoring those two in the back, but honestly even if the weren't there I felt like I left this planet and went a new planet, like my own planet where it's just him and I. It felt so nostalgic to be completely honest with you, and this is what Heeseung chose, the consequences is all on him. Though apart of me still loves him so much, I've got to find a way to let him go, but how? If like I need to stay with him forever, but that's not the point right now. I've got to focus on my date. Once we were inside the venue, we headed straight where our hearts told us, more like our stomach. We made it infront of the food stall. I was way too busy with preparing myself for right now, that I kind of forgot to eat, wish is crazy coming from a person that eats 6 meals a day but it is what it is. I also heard from Felix that he has a fast metabolism and is prone to hunger within 30 minutes of having a full course meal. Though he eats a ton, he can not gain weight. "Doctor says I've just gotta eat more and stay away from Taekwondo for at least a full Taekwondo season which is basically a year but honestly I don't feel like going back to Taekwondo, I like being away from it." He says with chewing between a couple of words. I thought he loved Taekwondo so much, that's why it's such a big shocker to me, I asked him why,"I don't feel motivated anymore, don't get me wrong I love Taekwondo but it's tiring having to train every single day for 5 hours then come home and having to be lectured by my parents about not being good enough when I've literally devoted myself fully to Taekwondo, it's as if it's my only personality" he started ranting"what? Devotion?" I asked, it was quite dumb but I'm truly curious "no silly, Taekwondo is my only personality when I'm overseas." Now I understand. Before Felix can proceed to speak, he got cut off by Mr.Kim.