Just Friends| Niko Omilana

9

(Jenns pov)
I wake up in my own bed again but for once not with a hangover just with the memories of last night. The dirty hands clawing my body and face, the rough voice, the smell of sweat and alcohol and those dark brown eyes. I got flashbacks of the trauma from James and Is relationship, his friend touching me.

Quickly I get in a shower scrubbing my body with a body scrub, I wash my hair, the shower water burning my skin as I try to remove all the dirt and feeling of this man on my skin. I shave my body, I scrub again the exfoliater and burning water scalding my skin. The peach body wash bottle went from 3/4 full to completely empty so I could make sure there's no dirt from his hands left on me.

After over an hour I step out of the shower skin red raw and feeling slightly dizzy yet more light weight I no longer feel his hands on me.

I sit on my bed with a white towel wrapped around my body and another one wrapped around my hair as I text niko and Chunkz to thank them for what they done for me last night.

I change my bed sheets, light all the candles in my house quickly shoving on a random oversized hoodie and shorts with chunky trainers as I head into the studio for song writing.

I get into the studio writing words down on paper , humming melodies, playing with beats

"Cause I let you in in when I needed space
And you crossed the line when I pushed you away
How could you? How could you do that?" I sing quietly
(How could you- Jessie murph)

"A quick hit, that's your game
But I'm not a piece of meat" I start writing

"So come on baby, won't you show some class?
Why do you have to move so fast?
We don't have to take our clothes off
To have a good time, oh no" I sing quietly voice noting it so I remember the melody

"Just slow down if you want me
A man wants to be approached cool and romantically, oh oh
I've got needs, uh
Just like you" I sing quietly

(We don't have to take out clothes off- Ella here)

"Jenn that's unreal" the producer says

"You think?" I ask

"Yeah that's unreal, you good?" He asks

"Yeah I'm fine" I reply flustered not expecting to be asked that.

I then work on the lines a bit add in more before getting into the booth and start singing, it takes a couple of takes I add harmonies and then we work on the beat

"We can come back to this tomorrow but we've got something really good with this" John the producer tells me

"Got a good feeling about this one" I tell him and we start working on other songs and I get to writing then I decide I should tease my fans so I get John to record me singing in the booth we take the sound off the video and post to my story with '...' on the screen causing the fans to go into panic. Twitter is going mad 'JenniferRae new song' trending

I go through my notes app to see I've got a song labelled 'How Long' (Charlie puth) I then started reading the lyrics out loud and clicking my fingers as a beat

"I said, "Boy, tell me honestly
Was it real or just for show?", yeah
I said, "Save your apologies
Baby, I just gotta know"
How long has this been goin' on?
You been creepin' 'round on me
While you're callin' me "baby"
How long has this been goin' on?
You've been actin' so shady (shady)
I've been feelin' it lately, baby" I sing

"That shit slaps!" John hypes me up

After a couple of hours and more lyrics being written I head home and cook my dinner and scroll through my socials. The usual Tik tok edits of me and the girls as well as a couple of me and JJ which make me laugh and I woke up and chose violence so liked one of them just to get the fans speculating and speaking which will have them talking about my music.

Next I check Twitter and everyone's talking about my music and now #fuckyoujamesarthur is trending as well as #jenniferandjamesbacktogether making my eyes roll

"B3llaf4n- JenniferRaes new song/ album is going to slap I can already feel it!"

"Jenniferbellafaaaan- this album is going to either be the saddest shit ever or the most powerful girl boss songs ever #fuckyoujamesarthur"

Jamesrthurrrr- Jennifer and James are definitely back together

Celebnews- JenniferRae Bella and James Arthur spotted in a shop together looking cozy are they back together?
|_ jennraestan- no be fr

I like that comment and put my phone down so I can go and get changed into some gym gear and work out in my gym at home before I just chill in the house.