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23/10/22

The next morning, I awoke to find Kylian asleep beside me, the sun streaming through the curtains and the birds singing in the trees outside. I decided to take advantage of the moment and go take a shower and do my morning routine. After I got dressed, I put on some deodorant and perfume. Taking out my diary, I began to write. But I wasn't writing about what happened yesterday, or any secrets I wanted to keep. Instead, I wrote my own songs - something I've been doing a lot lately, but kept it a secret, only singing when I'm alone in the shower, or when I'm with my closest friends.

I was so taken in the music, I didn't notice Kylian standing in the doorway. When he spoke, I quickly closed my diary. "How long have you been standing there?" I asked, hoping he hadn't heard me singing. He chuckled and came to sit on the bed. "Long enough to know you are amazing at singing," he said as he gazed into my eyes and I suddenly felt lost in it. Does he really mean that? I didn't say anything as he took up my diary, running playfully out of the bedroom with it like a child.

"Hey give it back!" I pleaded, but he refused for a few seconds but eventually gave in. "You should start publishing music Skylar, you're really good," he said and I felt my cheeks turn red. However, fear quickly began to replace my embarrassed smile. "I don't know, people are gonna make fun of me or hate me." I said sighing.

Kylian held my hands and looked into my eyes. "Skylar, look at me - who cares about the hate? They are just gonna be jealous, trust me. You sound amazing. I believe in you." he said. I sighed, and nodded, feeling relieved - perhaps one day I'll be brave enough to take the plunge and share my music with the world.

we ended up making breakfast together and it was full of laughs. Kylian spilled milk all over him and the floor, and I accidentally burnt the bread. Although it tutned out a bit chaotic it was a great start to our day. We talked about our plans for the day and we both didn't really have anything. Thinking of something fun to do, I asked Kylian if he wanted to go out shopping with me later and he said yes. He said he wanted to take a shower and get ready before going out, so I said he could go back to his apartment and then later come and pick me up.

While he was gone, I decided to FaceTime Kylie. We talked about random stuff for about an hour. She told me she has a crush on Neymar and I was happy for her. It was getting close to Kylian coming back round so I got changed into a pair of jeans, a black top and a teddy jacket. I finished the outfit with some black heals, making the outfit look cute.

When it was time, I received a call from Kylian saying he was here and I put my teddy jacket on, grabbed my white bag and left the house. The car ride was hilarious; we sang along to the music and laughed so much. When we were surrounded by paparazzi asking us if we were dating, Kylian stepped up and said it wasn't their business.

We went round a few shops and ended up buying Kylian two pairs of shoes and a shirt as well as me buying a pair of sunglasses, three pairs of jeans, a few dresses and a pair of shoes. We had a lot of fun walking around the mall, including him holding some of my bags, which I found a bit funny and cute. The mall was getting close to closing, so we decided it was time to head home.

Once at home, we decided to order some food - I got a chicken salad and Kylian got a chicken sandwich. We shared some medium fries too. We both watched a movie while we talked and enjoyed our dinner. When Kylian said he had to go, we said our goodbyes and he left. Once alone, I watched some more of the movie and not long after, I heard a knock on the door. I got up and opened the door,

"Kylian-"

When I opened the door, I was surprised to see Jude..

"Look if your just gonna shit on me again, go away please", I said, my voice trembling. To my surprise, Jude just stood there, but it wasn't long til he spoke. "Look I forgot my shoes. Not complaining so much would help, just a tip." he said, I didn't know how I could've missed them but I picked them up and dropped them at the floor outside of my apartment, before slamming my door.

I stood inside my bedroom, tears rolling down my cheeks, feeling overwhelmed and utterly helpless. My life was a total and complete mess. No matter how hard I tried my world felt like it was tumbling down around me. I had thought about my dad, I had to withstand Jude's criticism, everything seemed impossible.

I felt like I had nothing left, so I got out my phone and texted Kylie. I asked if she was busy and was surprised to learn that she was with Neymar. I told them to come and soon enough, there was a knock on my door. I opened the door to find not only Kylie, but also Neymar, standing there with worried expressions.

Kylie quickly hugged me and I could feel my mascara smearing onto her. When we separated she made an effort to remove the dried mascara from my face. Meanwhile, Neymar had talked to Kylian back on his phone. After our moment of comfort, We then heard a knock on the door and all looked at each other, Kylie asked if I had invited anyone else over to which I replied no. I walked over to the door and opened it to find Kylian. He had a look of worry in his eyes as he hugged me and that brought a smile to my lips even in this difficult time.

We went into the living room, Kylian his jackets and shoes off. Neymar then explained that he had invited Kylian over. As we all sat down on the couch, Kylian put his arm around me and we began to talk. We had a pleasant conversation, discussing a lot of things. Eventually it started getting late, but no one wanted to leave each other's company. Neymar and Kylian settled in the guest bedroom while Kylie and I stayed in mine.

Although I was still going through a challenging period of my life, being surrounded by my friends that night was the best thing that had happened to me. Knowing that Kylian and Neymar had actually come all the way to my house to comfort me, and that Kylie had stayed by my side the entire night, provided me with the love and understanding so desperately needed. That day, I felt more connected to my friends, and I knew that with their help, I could overcome any obstacle.

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